gnomophobic

Living in a small town, it is difficult to be a geek. Around here, any geeks, are pretty much closet geeks. A lot my friends that I know, found their geeky loved ones, I don't think i'm meant to ever find mine. So when I heard about a new geek convention at the local university, starting this year, I was pretty excited for it. Unfortunately, found mostly reasons to be jealous of other people. But I did check out some of the local artists, book publishers, and authors. I tended to gravitate towards their tables, and panels. Now, I've found writing sparked a passion in me. Something to keep my mind focused, and prevent myself from thinking about myself, my shitty life, and the woman I love, that doesn't love me back. Could this be the start of a new hobby? I hope so. Something needs to go my way soon.