Yet... I felt like what a gay guy feels like when he is having sex with a woman. THERE but not present, if that makes sense. I couldn't get into it. Probably because I'm in love and all :D Which is a good thing. He's sweet for even letting me explore these fantasies and of course I did tell him all, despite that being very difficult. It was more like I told him " I did this"... then an hour later "And this..." and the next morning "and this.... " Eventually it all came up.

Well I guess I gotta get this tree pruned because I'm pregnant AGAIN. I am excited but I had to give up a few dreams this week which made me sad. I've been practising diligently on my singing and got approached to join a touring band as a lead singer. Then after telling them I was going to deliver in June I realized there's no way it could all happen. More struggle and inspiration for my own jazz-folk singer dreams I suppose.

A friend told me that it was a good thing I was over being with girls and having thoughts of polygamy and that I should go ahead and delete my SG account. I came on here to see if it was monthly or yearly then kinda got stuck loving it all over again so I guess I'm not cancelling, lol.

Even though I'm a preschool teacher now so NOBODY REVEAL MY HOTNESS OR I MIGHT GET FIRED FROM MY TEMP JOB :P I know... so important, right? They all think I'm a freak anyways. Got new dreadlocks coming along! Hope they are half as awesome as my old set. Right now its a disaster since they are fuzzy and skinny because they are brand spankin new. Will have pictures to update their progress when its worthwhile. As for now, time to at least delete my booty pictures so take a peak while they are still up. Girl kissin and booby holdin' ain't that bad to me. Hell even butts are cute but there's already plenty of that for you to see :D