Sometimes my favorite part about having a boyfriend is the feeling of having just had sex, driving home from his place at midnight with a clove listening to sigur ros to fabricate the love absent in my visit...
I think my priorities are fucked up. I think I've fallen into dating a fuckbuddy and its all backwards.. I got with this guy so I'd have an active BF who could go on hikes and swim in the ocean with me. Maybe smoke once in awhile on weekends or drink with friends. This new guy not only does not perform these activities but nearly detests them. It certainly makes a girl feel detached. He's extremely busy with a new job that occupies up to 12 hours of his day. I'm a college student and shouldn't I be able to have a BF that I see more than once or twice a week and only ever have sex with him? I wanna go to bars, concerts, go dancing and be young.
I want more but expectation is what leads to unhappiness... Any comments on my confused state?
I think my priorities are fucked up. I think I've fallen into dating a fuckbuddy and its all backwards.. I got with this guy so I'd have an active BF who could go on hikes and swim in the ocean with me. Maybe smoke once in awhile on weekends or drink with friends. This new guy not only does not perform these activities but nearly detests them. It certainly makes a girl feel detached. He's extremely busy with a new job that occupies up to 12 hours of his day. I'm a college student and shouldn't I be able to have a BF that I see more than once or twice a week and only ever have sex with him? I wanna go to bars, concerts, go dancing and be young.
I want more but expectation is what leads to unhappiness... Any comments on my confused state?
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glennsweet:
Lady..... Your 21... you need to do crazy shit, have sex in strange and unfamilar places... leave in the middle of Greek psychology 101 because storm surf is calling your name..... read meaningless poetry while smoking absurd amounts of ganga. In short, enjoy your youth while you have it.... dont sweat the small shit.... HELL.. dont even sweat the big shit!!
mexicore:
hey hows the weather in santa cruz these days? remember I'm be up there all next week so hit me up if ya wanna have lunch 