I really do think I hate this world and most of the people in it. I hate my ex girlfriend with a distaste that is sooooo thick you could pour it on to pancakes. I mean i tried and tried but never was good enough i mean dam i know I wasn't perfect but i tried for god sakes.
Its sad but at this point in my life I am just an overweight looser who can't do anything right. I have no chance for promotion at the job I hate, I am super smart but have never gone to college and I am afraid too because i don't want to fail. I lead a life that is sad at best and the only thing that really prevents me from killing myself is my guinea pig Fernando. I mean WTF man what can I do, my parents are no help, I know my friends care about me but theirs only a limit they can do for me. I mean WTF. I am close dammit but yet so far away
Its sad but at this point in my life I am just an overweight looser who can't do anything right. I have no chance for promotion at the job I hate, I am super smart but have never gone to college and I am afraid too because i don't want to fail. I lead a life that is sad at best and the only thing that really prevents me from killing myself is my guinea pig Fernando. I mean WTF man what can I do, my parents are no help, I know my friends care about me but theirs only a limit they can do for me. I mean WTF. I am close dammit but yet so far away