gmd

I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times, that I'm okay that I'm fine...

Everybody, quit being a lame ass, and head on into chat NOAW! KTHXBAI!

I've watched you from a distance but never spoken a word
I have seen every flaw your try to hide from the world
I sit silent in shadows watching the paths you have made
If only you knew my intentions
I've watched you make the same mistakes over and over
This is not healthy
I need to some how stop this
But your beauty intrigues...
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My thumbs are in your eyes and they keep fucking pushing

there's a leech on my neck
the fangs sink into my hips
I burnt alive and the flames were the only warmth you ever showed me.

well tonight I set your bed aflame
I live to watch you burn

face your punishment cause there is no forgiveness
I will watch your tortured existence

I...
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Im always screaming my lungs out
Till my head starts spinning
Playing my songs is the way I cope with life
Wont keep my voice down
Know the words I speak are the thoughts I think out loud

I like to keep things honest.
Im a safe bet like your lifes staked on it, for real
Id hate to keep you all wondering
Im a...
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I love life right now.

And back to these cold shitty days in Portland,
Wishing I'd never come across your face,
Laying by the memories of things unspoken,
Scared by thoughts of your father,
Made me look over the flaws of your nature.
Laying on your back became your only escape.
You feel so old, used, but not yet broken,
Not to think you have it all together.
I never...
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Waltz around the room, with a glaze in your stare.
In your tuxedo suit. I'll give it a name. Lower
defenses. I'll lower the casket. Open the door. Open the grave.

Murder. Now you're doing the waltz with your murderer......

Waltz around the room, with a glaze in your stare.
In your tuxedo suit. I'll give it a name. Lower
defenses. I'll lower the casket....
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A few days til I get to smooch her pretty face again! I can't wait! I love my snuggly Adrea

So I guess things worked out. CMC is the coolest dude ever and in the words of Doobs if you fuck with him I'll shank you!

In other news. Work is going to really suck dick for the next month or so. Apparently we're being timed on picks as well as new freight... And back room is going to be timed. So everythings going to...
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Yea so work was hell last night. I still felt a little drunk and was morbidly depressed due to not knowing the future of myself and Adrea. To top it all off, when I was starting my usual routine stocking automotive, what I thought was an old lady in distress at first, turned out to be a prank call from some little fucking kid... During...
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It's me. Gary. I fucked up really bad last night. So I'm gonna be gone for awhile. I'll update you guys on how it goes... Hopefully I'll have fixed things by then. But until then, adios.