gluna46

so lately ive been watchin lost season 1. and its pretty awesome. i cant wait to get into season 2 i think im on episode 19. haha well anyways lately ive been sorta bummed out. i guess i just tought of the girl i was dateing. she left to Kuwait. and well i never got the chance to say good bye in person. she said shes coming back but i some times stay up wishing i could see her. it feels like a part of me is missing. i was so used to hanging out with her every weekend and just spending time together. out of the 4 relationships ive been in. she was different. i felt so close and comfortable with her. before i would some times nitpick things in my old relationships that some times would lead to a break up. but this time it felt different. i just felt like writing it that out. i was gana post it up on facebook but i dont think u can post up blogs on it haha. but if u read this thanks haha :p and for dose of u who are with some one. i envy you haha i really miss that feeling of knowing there is some one who loves u and who cares about u and would do anything for u, to make u happy. and waking up next to the person and give them a kiss and wishing u can stay there forever in her arms.