glasseyed

(I'll apologize to myself later.)

I? =? 6'6", 280 lbs, black hair and eyes, long goatee chin hairs, shaved skull hairs, childish, asinine, upset, drinker of boozes!, truely watermelon, suspicious, gambler, seeker of tweezings, force of nature, writer, irresponsible, incalculable, hopeless, smoker of lucky strikes, noise maker with piano-guitar-voice-bass instruments, hilarious, anti-climactical, without patience for potheads, try not to read (but when reading is happening:...
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i have this tenent of "might as well make it effective." whether that 'it' be beneficial or detrimental. might as well go ahead and make it count, either way. but the thing is, now, today or maybe progressively over the past couple weeks, been losing a lot of respect for myself... i can almost feel it, in my stomach, i feel it right now in...
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I smoked way too much last night. I haven't brushed my teeth yet and there's an awful taste in my mouth and coughing? forget about it, absolutely repulsive...

Marvin Gaye moves me, he's my medicine man. Wow. Goosebumps... God damn! The man could make, persuade, convince you to emote...

i'm enjoying myself...

I'm starting to think that I'm capable of achieving paradise.

another standard folk song

I thought, earlier this evening, about... three hours ago, that I'd be an asshole for trying. For really putting out some effort. For really giving it some thought. What kind of asshole really gives it some thought?

stare or squirt, it's your choice...

feeling really strange this morning, everything is begining to blend into itself, everything is so damn wonderful, everything is great, i can't complain...

a nap was taken, now i'll be up forever... had to read a novel for class tomorrow, but no suh, not this boy... i slept and drank pepsi and watched Barfly which i just got on dvd today, so i'm feeling really wayward and homespun at the moment, some might even say grateful or like that of a japan foot solider...

that not so fresh feeling