glassdragon

In our weakest moments, we are always alone.
to sit, to think, to cry, and to do things we nornally wouldn't do if someone was there to tell us everything was ok.

I'm SICK of feeking guilty. guilty for the way I feel, for the things I want...

I'm nervous about training tomorrow. hopefully it wont be too too hard...

is it too much to...
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I start training for my new job saturday 8-4

things are finally turning up millhouse!!!!!!!!!!!!

And so begins the ending of a very important chapter of my life.

I'm scared to turn the page, but it must be done.

So much in my head.

I've been gone for too long,
I need home for a rest....

saturday = techno church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats right, i'm going to a rave in a church

sweet sweet blasphemy!!!

today I ate a few chips, two macaroons and that is it.
and I"m still not hungry.

*shrug*

falling back into reality really sucks.

....It was fun while it lasted....

I wish it didn't have to end....but its for the best...


.......I think.....................

"if you want me to
I will be the one
that is always good
and you'll love me too
but you'll never know
what I feel inside
that I'm really bad
little trouble girl"

- Sonic youth

"Ive been a bad bad girl,
Ive been careless with a delicate man.
And its a sad sad world,
When a girl can break a boy
Just because...
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why must I complicate my life?
why do I do these things...

fack....