this weekend consisted of going to see my parents on saturday ( I <3<3<3 them ) saw my grandmother (she lives with my parents) ...was really disturbed at the fact that she is looking more and more her age by the second....so frail..so tired...
its scary to think that we're going to lose her soon.....life goes on, life ends, such is the circle of things...but... Read More
i need to get more ink too! i just can't think of what to get. everything where i am out here is really expencive so by the time every thing else is payed for there is little money left for more ink. luckly tatoo's are cheaper out here, i think i need to stop buying such stupid shit, then i might have some money!
last night went to the fetish cabaret at breathless.
it was fun, got to meet alot of lesley's friends. they're all great!!
had a wonderful time. was dressed a bit like a whore (read: very much like a whore) that I got yelled at by some random guy on the way home...
I'm a bitch eh? you dont want to know how much of a... Read More
i think undercuts are the shit! but if i had hair like that i would cut some sweet designs in it... but then again... i always take hair a step too far...
I officially HATE Angie.
she has no right to treat me the way she does, or take such a belittling tone with me CONSTANTLY. absolutly NO right at all.
Especially when I DID NOTHING WRONG, becuase it was actually her fault for not communicating with me.
I haven't been there two months yet and I dont think I'll make it to three. I quit my... Read More
Dani California is a reoccurring character in songs by The Red Hot Chilli Peppers. People say she is supposed to be a single persona representation of every woman you have met in your life and have been involved with.
In the title song on the album By The Way she is there as the line "Dani the girl is singing songs to me..."
She is also supposed to be the "Teenage bride with a baby inside..." In Californication.
Dani California is also the name of one of the songs on the new album coming out in May, (Stadium Arcadium) and should drop as a single later this month.
Youll land on your feet. Lets work on this timid thing ok. If you think about it you could not be timid and carry off your look. See! Just trying to help. Feel free to vent anytime.Thanks for adding me as a friend. bye4now,Keith
another day another entry.
I'm making a note to myself to try and update every day.
not only to keep you all interested in my somwhat boring life, but to keep tabs on myself, for myself.
I forget alot of things you see...horrible memory.
I got my period today (que boys screaming "EWWWWWWW" now)
and I almost passed out at work from the cramps...
cramps... Read More
gosh I was reading about the skinny girls in teh IBTC group.
and man do I ever feel like a whale
I've always been very....self concious about my weight...
(read: neurotic)
and I try so hard to get out there and exercise, but my constantf failing health, and lack of motivation generally stops me from keeping it up.
it makes me so jealous to see... Read More
so I'm feeling a bit rejected right now by my lady interest.
guess I cant help that she'd rather find a random hot boy to play around with than me
I just hate being 'the man' with our crazy little weird relationship...I hate making the first moves all the time..and still getting no where...or getting somewhere then letting cold feet (on my part and hers)... Read More
awe Ya.. I noticed the boy too.. so maybe thats why you were so bummed out at the end of the night. To bad you weren't like me.. I'm single, and I love it, I am perfectly content having no one romantically but thats probally because I've never experienced lust over someone before.. I'll prefer my dark lonliness though, relationships seem to equate to messes.
I had fun though none the less and got the pictures developed you are such a hottie!! Cant wait to show them to you
miss you doll face