Thursday Mar 30, 2006

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its so beautiful outside.
I wish I had a friend to go for a walk with me right now....

frown

oink
ferrara:
dont be shy Erika get out there man walk on.. listen to some tunes and enjoy the sun shine.. we will walk this weekend wink
deadman69:
ask Hydra biggrin

Tuesday Mar 28, 2006

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adair:

woo hoo! you're so awesome Adair dear!
I'm thinking that if I can, I may make a tiny trip over easter, haven't really decided yet but i'm thinking about it!
(i'd probably come with the boy on saturday nightish to monday afternoonish)
I'll keep you posted on that dear!

p.s. I MISS TALKING TO YOU!!!
hope school is going ok now that you're back



I know, royal suckage. These past couple of days I have been staying behind so often for art direction stuffs.

I just realize that this is in the corner as I am replying;

FANTASY: To be with a woman...like your mom! hahaha ok I'm done with the your mom shit!



I think my boyfriends fantasy would be for me to be with a woman. But not my mom. Or his mom. My God I think I've disturbed myself. Badly. I'm going to stop typing now.

[Edited on Mar 29, 2006 9:24PM]
adair:
*is retarded* I posted twice. Say no to double clicking.

[Edited on Mar 29, 2006 9:23PM]

Monday Mar 27, 2006

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we'll soon see if guy and francis will be returning to work.
I dont know how i feel either way if they do or dont, if they do It would most likely be akward, if they dont, I'd feel guilty.
what is a girl to do frown

it is beautiful today.
I got new shoes yesterday WOO!
my credit card is pretty much maxed out....again....ugh.
looks...
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ferrara:
I'm a zombie.. but I'd rather chew on your neck skull
awblaze:
Yeah, zombies can be a real problem this time of year. They only feed on brains tho'... so be very happy that you are slow! tongue

Saturday Mar 25, 2006

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so I didn't end up going out last night like I had planned...

and in a strange twist of events I ended up having very intense passionate sex with my boyfriend...

gosh he sure is swell.
he's not really a guy though, he's more like...a girl with a penis, no tits and a deep voice. which works out great for me tongue

I find myself being...
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dinah:
yeah, I guess if I was smart in that dream, I would have shrugged off the zombie thing and raped both Kiedis AND Flea. But they were trying to attack me and shit, I had to fend for myself.
I'm trying to get down with the ladies right now. Their boyfriends aren't too hot on it though, so I'm trying to back off a bit. good luck with yours. sounds like you have a great boyfriend who is cool enough to be comfortable with you seeing chicks. I dig it. you're a lucky girl. kiss
northstar:
hehe you are cute!

Friday Mar 24, 2006

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"you're so beautiful"

this is what I wish I could say whenever I see a woman who makes my knees hit the floor...
I want to find a woman who will be forceful with ME who will take ME and make love to ME....

I've found myself more and more interested in mainly women as of late...and even in some cases, more attracted to them...
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ambientlight:
Accidently submitted twice... so thought I should add something.
Mabey girls are a good course for you, at least for now. The loving touch of a woman can be very healing!

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ardour:
Heh. Nice guys don't even have a chance.

There are plenty of nice guys out there who aren't pigs. Girls just aren't as attracted to them.

I am generally too shy to approach a girl, because I know that most other guys are pigs looking for something to fuck, and I don't want to be thought of as like that. As a result, I have very little experience with women, and find it very difficult to even get their interest. The only way I have to show I like them is by being nice, and that just comes off as being pathetic, needy and creepy.

I know I'm not alone. I know other guys who are like me. They're cool, attractive and have good personalities, but we've all been single for a long time.

I know I have my flaws, but seeing how most guys act, I think they're pretty minor. It always amazes me how I know girls who have boyfriends who have cheated on them, or hit them, or are unemployed and leech off them. How those flaws are concidered to be very minor comapired to mine.

Convidence is a huge part of what women are attracted to, in my opinon. The problem is that confident guys tend to be cocky assholes.

But hey, it works for them. Girls are attracted to it. We can't change what we're attracted to. Hell, maybe that's half MY problem.

Sorry to rant on. I've been single for a year now tongue

Thursday Mar 23, 2006

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today I feel:

- Fat
- unattractive
- uneasy
- stressed
- irritated
- hopeless
- helpless
- unmotivated
- trapped

I really REALLY need to do something about this...depression like feelings....
I'm really glad spring is here and the weather is getting warmer.
I like being outside when there is a crisp breeze and warm sunshine, its uplifting.

oh winter blues I want you...
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mickeytcraft:
sorry kid! at least you didnt have to go to the hospital your entire spring break!!
adazombiekil47:
i think you are really attractive, life could be worse... you could have signed your life away
so cheer up

Tuesday Mar 21, 2006

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so last night my little kitten Cliche decided to be a GIANT ASS and meow..at the door....FOR A SOLID HOUR....

you'd throw something at him...he'd look at it, and go right back to meowing like a tard...

he sure is lucky he's fooking adorable or I would have killed him!

His birthday is coming up. april 7th ^__^
I got to watch my little guy...
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mark311:
april
spring
happy
cancer
tulip festival

sorry, just thinking about april/may
dragonnyc:
my cat likes to meow in my ear at 3am cause if he's not sleeping nobody else shouldnt either. that's when i remind him of the recipie of cats soup that i have... eeek

Sunday Mar 19, 2006

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I have no motivation to do anything recently.
meh.

we did our 'healthy food grocery shopping' friday and got a fuckton of veggies and fruits and low fat shit.
its nice seeing the fridge so full of healthy shit insead of crap.
plus its delicious. and I love my veggies.

I cant wait till april 6th, I get to see where sarah decided to go...
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hydra:
hahaha! You actually scared your kitty over me?! Well I am flattered, beautiful.

I'm over in North Bay... Yep, BIG CITY...

If I ever get anything pierced ever again (I retired EVERYTHING) it's going to be my inner labias and I am going to stretch them huge and stick plugs in them so they clack together when I walk.

HOT!
redsoxrule:
good luck with all the piercings... and be sure to show us how they all come out smile

Saturday Mar 18, 2006

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well what is there to say? my little heart is broken and only time will heal...
I miss Cash so much it hurts to think about it. It hits me randomly throughout the day and I end up in tears or trying vainly to hold them back...

We had to put him in the freezer until the ground thaws enough for us to burry him...
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ara_cale:
Aww honey *HUG* I'm so sorry babe. Eventually the hurt will lessen, but like you said he'll always be with you as long as you remember him. I think it's really sweet of you to get a tattoo of him on your arm. It'll be a good way for you to remember and commemorate him. Anyway... *HUG* ... I know I already did that.
ardour:
When I was younger my yellow pet bird died during the winter and my mother put the body in the freezer. It was forgotten about until my sister went looking for some lemon pie a few months later.

Growing up, this seemed normal.

Wednesday Mar 15, 2006

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deadman69:
hope you feel better Erika... frown
adair:
Oh hun, don't feel too bad. I understand your loss, but ya know- cats are cats, they are animals and they hunt things. You didn't intend this to happen so please don't feel guilty.
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