glassdragon

So, I have a job!!!

I work at st. germains bakery!! thats right people I'm back in my element! I work in a bakery again I'm so bloody happy!
I make good money, full time hours and i get benefits after 3 months! AND there is room for promotion which is key!

life is grand!!
its my birthday today, i'm 21 oh the insanity.
i feel no different. in fact today has been the most humbling day I've experienced in a long time. its a nice feeling. its peaceful.

I miss kevan. I miss having someone tell me they love me and hold me like they mean it.

I've met some people here, I am def. interested in one..a lot...but its one of those "must force yourself to not like them" situations...
mainly cuz i'm sure the feelings would not be reciprocated...which is ok. I'm glad to have a friend. just gotta tell myself to not get too attatched. cuz getting hurt sucks

I did too many drugs this past week. and i'm mad at myself about it. but thats ok. I now know that I DONT miss doing them and now they're gone from my life. I dont have the time to waste getting fucked up anymore. and I'm really enjoying my sober state of mind now.

its great when you feel true happiness from within yourself and not from a chemical glow. its liberating.

anywoo i'm awesome and yeah!!

xoxo Erika