so time for a semi long update thingy. finally.
cuz i'm sure ALL of you are wondering just what the heck is going on with me and all since I disapeared
. (not really but let me feel important anyways)
May 1st hopped on a plan and flew across the M'n F'n country to Vancouver!!!!
orrigionally I had a job lined up but got F'd out of it (long story and i dont wanna get into it cuz it still makes me kinda irritable)
second day here, fell 100% in love with the city and made the decision to stay permanently!!!!
I saw the ocean and the mountains for the first time and teared up at the sheer beauty of it all.
I've gained back weight. stopped doing drugs. ( I had been clean from may 1st too june 10 *just did a bit of K with my new friend Erik) I wont be making drugs a regular habbit again. my birthday is going to be NUTS. then thats it. no more every weekend deal anymore...
I've made some really rad friends!!!!! SonOfAPunk is one of the coolest people I've met so far! I HEART YOU!!!!
apparenlty I'm officially "the guy on the couch" at his place LOL o.O;
me and kevan Officially broke up a few weeks back. I was sad, and still am, but the relationship ran its course and its best that it ended when it did. It was one of those sorrowful goodbyes that wasn't really willing but was necessary.
I'm going to miss him, but I'm OK that its over. this way it ended on great terms instead of us dragging it out and it ending in a bad way. at least now I have a life long friend.
I wont really go into much detail on my "love life" right now cuz well...its basically non-existant ish... but lets just say that its kinda confusing >.<
hum. I think I have a job now. I dropped my resume off this morning at my friends work and he is going to call me back tonight and let me know which location he wants me at. which is rad!!! I cant wait to work again.
*thank you angelika you're so fucking rad for helping me out like this!! I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES!!!* <-- even though she's not on this site and wont ever see that LOL <3
overall I dont think I have ever felt happier. as a person I have grown SO much. I look at myself 10 months ago..hell I look at myself 3 months ago and I dont even recignize that person anymore. now I'm happy, I'm motivated, I'm just all around fucking awesome. I've never carried myself with as much love and confidence as I do now. I truly feel happy with myself and the direction my life is taking. I just cant wait till I can get the rest of my shit out here AND my cats..fuck I miss my cats so much!!!!
I was fucking MADE for vancouver. this city has set me free in so many ways. this whole experience has.
anyways I've babbled on long enough!!!!
xoxoxo Erika!!!
cuz i'm sure ALL of you are wondering just what the heck is going on with me and all since I disapeared
. (not really but let me feel important anyways)
May 1st hopped on a plan and flew across the M'n F'n country to Vancouver!!!!
orrigionally I had a job lined up but got F'd out of it (long story and i dont wanna get into it cuz it still makes me kinda irritable)
second day here, fell 100% in love with the city and made the decision to stay permanently!!!!
I saw the ocean and the mountains for the first time and teared up at the sheer beauty of it all.
I've gained back weight. stopped doing drugs. ( I had been clean from may 1st too june 10 *just did a bit of K with my new friend Erik) I wont be making drugs a regular habbit again. my birthday is going to be NUTS. then thats it. no more every weekend deal anymore...
I've made some really rad friends!!!!! SonOfAPunk is one of the coolest people I've met so far! I HEART YOU!!!!
apparenlty I'm officially "the guy on the couch" at his place LOL o.O;
me and kevan Officially broke up a few weeks back. I was sad, and still am, but the relationship ran its course and its best that it ended when it did. It was one of those sorrowful goodbyes that wasn't really willing but was necessary.
I'm going to miss him, but I'm OK that its over. this way it ended on great terms instead of us dragging it out and it ending in a bad way. at least now I have a life long friend.
I wont really go into much detail on my "love life" right now cuz well...its basically non-existant ish... but lets just say that its kinda confusing
>.<
hum. I think I have a job now. I dropped my resume off this morning at my friends work and he is going to call me back tonight and let me know which location he wants me at. which is rad!!! I cant wait to work again.
*thank you angelika you're so fucking rad for helping me out like this!! I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES!!!* <-- even though she's not on this site and wont ever see that LOL <3
overall I dont think I have ever felt happier. as a person I have grown SO much. I look at myself 10 months ago..hell I look at myself 3 months ago and I dont even recignize that person anymore. now I'm happy, I'm motivated, I'm just all around fucking awesome. I've never carried myself with as much love and confidence as I do now. I truly feel happy with myself and the direction my life is taking. I just cant wait till I can get the rest of my shit out here AND my cats..fuck I miss my cats so much!!!!
I was fucking MADE for vancouver. this city has set me free in so many ways. this whole experience has.
anyways I've babbled on long enough!!!!
xoxoxo Erika!!!
girthy:
Aww. Yer so sweet. 