glassdragon

march 13 is the date of my doctors appointment to see the neurologist.

nice eh.

in the meantime i get to have my daily sceizures and walk through a world of fog.
its affecting my hearing a bit, i'm almost always off balance. its hard to concentraite most of the time.

but I guess three months is better than four.

made the 'confession' to my ex.
he's pissed, I'm pissed.
its just a whole pile of coulda woulda shoulda but couldn't wouldn't and didn't.

everything happens for a reason, and i regret none of it.
I'm far happier now than i have been in a while.
Shea makes me smile so much.
he's such a great friend/lover.
not overly clingy, but just enough to make you feel loved and totally wanted.
its just so natural, the chemestry is all there.
I'm content.

now that its all in the open, people will talk, they always do. Specially about shit they know nothing about. we'll get through it together, and we'll be stronger people, both together and individually for it.
if we can over come soemthing like this early on, I have good faith that it will work out in the long run.

one day at a time, I'm just trying to enjoy life one day at a time.
its all I can do.
I dont know what tomorrow holds for me. I dont know how bad my brain issues are, and wont for a while.
One day at a time, i'm living, breathing and taking it all in.

coming up soon! New years resolution list!

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