glassdragon

Things are so fucked up.
I cant stop thinking about this boy....
a new boy...
god i sound like such a whore.
I want a chance with him.
I want to be with him.
and only him.

I dont want to do this open thing anymore.
I used to see a future with graham, now i dont.
the love isn't gone, I care so much for him, but he's no good for me. he brings out the worst in me and I hate myself for it.

I dont want to lose a chance...
I really like peter.....

why am i so fucked?
I want to cry.
I have to move out.
I have no where to go,
I just want to die.