glassdragon

sometimes I like to pretend that the things that really bother me dont. or sometimes I like to pretend that the people who make me feel really sad, worthless and lame, dont.
friendship is always ruined by sex. I know that for fact now. things get different, they get what they want from you, or you from them. and its like real life has a big old 'Ignore/weird' button that can be turned on.

basically i find it kinda sad that some people are willing to throw away a friendship (or beginnings of one..) for a night of..now that I think about it...mediocer sex and lies...
I never should have answered the phone.

I never thought I would fall into this kind of trap. the use and be used.
I thought I could read people better than this.
I thought I was better than this.