glassdragon

I'm tired.
my feet hurt.
I'm kinda sad becasue only like...two people showed up last night (but farrah was there and thats all that matters in the end)
I got my spider tattoo FINALLY!!!!! (its on my butt if you MUST know)
its way sexy.
ben took alot of pictures of my ass...of him with my ass, of graham with my ass, of him AND graham with my ass....it was funny..
he didn't charge me for the tattoo because he was like oh whatever its small and its your birthday..
he can be so thoughtful and nice when he's not being a dick.
I guess I'm just glad to have him kinda sorta back again as a friend. even though I'd jump on the oppertunity to fuck his brains out again *shrug* what can ya do
J likes me too much still.
he tried to kiss me last night and i pulled away...I felt bad. he's a nice guy but I am not going there again. not to say that it was a mistake (even though we never did have sex) but its not something I want to happen again...

all in all my birthday was a good one. I saw the people who mattered to me and thats what counts in the end.
I really dont fully know why I feel uber depressed right now...but I do.
I want to see farrah today, and go for a walk with her. and show off my ass some more