so On thursday I get to go and see the LOVELY sarah at living colour tattoo to see what beautiful images she has come up with for the background of my right arm.
I'm excited, she's uber sweet and has been nothing but a huge help to me (getting my arm FIXED) and to my boyfriend (getting his chest piece)
she's awesome. I have NOTHING bad to say about this woman, nothing at all. she be the shiznit to the max...yo.
I bought TWO bra's yesterday, get this for only 10 bucks...TEN FREAKING BUCKS!
I realised that bras are only expensive for one reason....UNDERWIRES. project ditch the underwire and go to sports bras/undershirts is now underway!
can you say comfort?!! hells yeah!
guess it pays to have nearly non existant breasticles. but on the down side, I look like a little boy
wah wahhhhh....
also, I'm SEVERLY unhappy with my current state of weight/looks. like...I hate looking in the mirrior and wanting to do one of two things (sometimes both) puke in disgust...and destroy all the mirrors and gouge out everyones eyes so they wont have too look at me...
like honestly I know i'm not THAT big...but I really really REALLY fucking hate how I look....I hate having this weird....lumpy looking stomach, with bad skin and a freaky looking face....
yesterday I did a shit wack of walking, and I've been \getting out more and eating better, but it all seems so pointless and hopeless.....
excuse me while I go curl up in my bed and die now </3 
I'm excited, she's uber sweet and has been nothing but a huge help to me (getting my arm FIXED) and to my boyfriend (getting his chest piece)
she's awesome. I have NOTHING bad to say about this woman, nothing at all. she be the shiznit to the max...yo.
I bought TWO bra's yesterday, get this for only 10 bucks...TEN FREAKING BUCKS!
I realised that bras are only expensive for one reason....UNDERWIRES. project ditch the underwire and go to sports bras/undershirts is now underway!
can you say comfort?!! hells yeah!
guess it pays to have nearly non existant breasticles. but on the down side, I look like a little boy
wah wahhhhh....
also, I'm SEVERLY unhappy with my current state of weight/looks. like...I hate looking in the mirrior and wanting to do one of two things (sometimes both) puke in disgust...and destroy all the mirrors and gouge out everyones eyes so they wont have too look at me...
like honestly I know i'm not THAT big...but I really really REALLY fucking hate how I look....I hate having this weird....lumpy looking stomach, with bad skin and a freaky looking face....
yesterday I did a shit wack of walking, and I've been \getting out more and eating better, but it all seems so pointless and hopeless.....
excuse me while I go curl up in my bed and die now
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[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 3:38PM]
When a woman looks in the mirror, no matter how hot she is... she sees only flaws.
When a guy looks in the mirror, even if he's pot-bellied, bald & covered with hair, he sees a greek god looking back!
Please don't die... we just became friends!
By the way... you most certainly do NOT look like a boy cutie!