O.M.G.
OMG
I got my tax return. and its actually MORE than I thought
I gots myself a sweet ass check for 1069$$$
who says taxes have to be a bad thing man!
today...omg.
I saw, california boy, Joshaua AND Tomas...
my pants...MY FUCKING PANTS!
Tomas...TOMAS....words cannot express how fucking HOT this man is. seriously. would I have made THIS many posts dedicated to my...
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OMG
I got my tax return. and its actually MORE than I thought
I gots myself a sweet ass check for 1069$$$
who says taxes have to be a bad thing man!
today...omg.
I saw, california boy, Joshaua AND Tomas...
my pants...MY FUCKING PANTS!
Tomas...TOMAS....words cannot express how fucking HOT this man is. seriously. would I have made THIS many posts dedicated to my...
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Ok I think i"m getting sick again..which totally IS NOT fair...like...damnit..I'm ALWAYS sick. i hate my body 
because it hates me....lameass body...
sometimes I Feel like I'm really a man trapped in a womans body...its weird....I have very...manly thoughts....if that makes sense.
today my brain decided to scare me by randomly popping very depressing/suicidal thoughts into it.....I was happy all day but then...BAM...hello sadness.
I...
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because it hates me....lameass body...
sometimes I Feel like I'm really a man trapped in a womans body...its weird....I have very...manly thoughts....if that makes sense.
today my brain decided to scare me by randomly popping very depressing/suicidal thoughts into it.....I was happy all day but then...BAM...hello sadness.
I...
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deathbyopus:
hope you get feeling better, good luck with the 20 pounds 
purplenoon:
good morning beautiful.
I've gone wireless.
yes thats right.
I've said N.O. NO! to wire bra's. its sports/no wire bra's from now on.
who was I even kidding? they dont even NEED the support that a wire bra is supposed to give they're so freaking small.
but can you say COMFORT?!?!??! hells yeah...and they're SOOO cheap! I got three for like....20$!
I'm very happy with it.
and alas...
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yes thats right.
I've said N.O. NO! to wire bra's. its sports/no wire bra's from now on.
who was I even kidding? they dont even NEED the support that a wire bra is supposed to give they're so freaking small.
but can you say COMFORT?!?!??! hells yeah...and they're SOOO cheap! I got three for like....20$!
I'm very happy with it.
and alas...
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temper:
But I write things like that because I want to hear those jokes! I keep tossing balls to people and most of em don't catch. Gimme the obvious joke!!! Please, I just want to see it written in my journal....
See? Now you can't come up with anything. Dum dee dum dee dum...
See? Now you can't come up with anything. Dum dee dum dee dum...
dinah:
have fun, but don't cause too much trouble!! 
sometimes I just need to sleep holding my teddy bear.
sometimes I just need the comforting feeling of being a child again.
sometimes I just need the comforting feeling of being a child again.
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ferrara:
no your mom
mckenzie:
thank u for the comment on my new set!
today. I walked for about a good 5 hours give or take a bit.
and I got a upside-down triangular shaped sunburn on my chest and on my face </3 not cool
but its not that bad on my face, thank goodness, I just look all blushy all the time now >___<;
and I got a upside-down triangular shaped sunburn on my chest and on my face </3 not cool
but its not that bad on my face, thank goodness, I just look all blushy all the time now >___<;
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metaleric:
Oh wow. You guys have sun? It's been very shitty here. 
Thanks so much for the nice comment.
Thanks so much for the nice comment.
purplenoon:
i want to take my kitty for a walk outside again but its raining!
so On thursday I get to go and see the LOVELY sarah at living colour tattoo to see what beautiful images she has come up with for the background of my right arm.
I'm excited, she's uber sweet and has been nothing but a huge help to me (getting my arm FIXED) and to my boyfriend (getting his chest piece)
she's awesome. I have NOTHING...
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I'm excited, she's uber sweet and has been nothing but a huge help to me (getting my arm FIXED) and to my boyfriend (getting his chest piece)
she's awesome. I have NOTHING...
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deadman69:
NO DONT DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least not until i talk to you on aim.... you change your picture...i just noticed that....
[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 3:38PM]
at least not until i talk to you on aim.... you change your picture...i just noticed that....[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 3:38PM]
ambientlight:
Here's the main difference between male & female egos...
When a woman looks in the mirror, no matter how hot she is... she sees only flaws.
When a guy looks in the mirror, even if he's pot-bellied, bald & covered with hair, he sees a greek god looking back!
Please don't die... we just became friends!
By the way... you most certainly do NOT look like a boy cutie!
When a woman looks in the mirror, no matter how hot she is... she sees only flaws.
When a guy looks in the mirror, even if he's pot-bellied, bald & covered with hair, he sees a greek god looking back!
Please don't die... we just became friends!
By the way... you most certainly do NOT look like a boy cutie!
its so beautiful outside.
I wish I had a friend to go for a walk with me right now....
I wish I had a friend to go for a walk with me right now....
ferrara:
dont be shy Erika get out there man walk on.. listen to some tunes and enjoy the sun shine.. we will walk this weekend
deadman69:
ask Hydra
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adair:
woo hoo! you're so awesome Adair dear!
I'm thinking that if I can, I may make a tiny trip over easter, haven't really decided yet but i'm thinking about it!
(i'd probably come with the boy on saturday nightish to monday afternoonish)
I'll keep you posted on that dear!
p.s. I MISS TALKING TO YOU!!!
hope school is going ok now that you're back
I know, royal suckage. These past couple of days I have been staying behind so often for art direction stuffs.
I just realize that this is in the corner as I am replying;
FANTASY: To be with a woman...like your mom! hahaha ok I'm done with the your mom shit!
I think my boyfriends fantasy would be for me to be with a woman. But not my mom. Or his mom. My God I think I've disturbed myself. Badly. I'm going to stop typing now.
[Edited on Mar 29, 2006 9:24PM]
adair:
*is retarded* I posted twice. Say no to double clicking.
[Edited on Mar 29, 2006 9:23PM]
[Edited on Mar 29, 2006 9:23PM]
we'll soon see if guy and francis will be returning to work.
I dont know how i feel either way if they do or dont, if they do It would most likely be akward, if they dont, I'd feel guilty.
what is a girl to do
it is beautiful today.
I got new shoes yesterday WOO!
my credit card is pretty much maxed out....again....ugh.
looks...
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I dont know how i feel either way if they do or dont, if they do It would most likely be akward, if they dont, I'd feel guilty.
what is a girl to do
it is beautiful today.
I got new shoes yesterday WOO!
my credit card is pretty much maxed out....again....ugh.
looks...
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ferrara:
I'm a zombie.. but I'd rather chew on your neck 
awblaze:
Yeah, zombies can be a real problem this time of year. They only feed on brains tho'... so be very happy that you are slow!
so I didn't end up going out last night like I had planned...
and in a strange twist of events I ended up having very intense passionate sex with my boyfriend...
gosh he sure is swell.
he's not really a guy though, he's more like...a girl with a penis, no tits and a deep voice. which works out great for me
I find myself being...
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and in a strange twist of events I ended up having very intense passionate sex with my boyfriend...
gosh he sure is swell.
he's not really a guy though, he's more like...a girl with a penis, no tits and a deep voice. which works out great for me
I find myself being...
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dinah:
yeah, I guess if I was smart in that dream, I would have shrugged off the zombie thing and raped both Kiedis AND Flea. But they were trying to attack me and shit, I had to fend for myself.
I'm trying to get down with the ladies right now. Their boyfriends aren't too hot on it though, so I'm trying to back off a bit. good luck with yours. sounds like you have a great boyfriend who is cool enough to be comfortable with you seeing chicks. I dig it. you're a lucky girl.
I'm trying to get down with the ladies right now. Their boyfriends aren't too hot on it though, so I'm trying to back off a bit. good luck with yours. sounds like you have a great boyfriend who is cool enough to be comfortable with you seeing chicks. I dig it. you're a lucky girl.
northstar:
hehe you are cute!
"you're so beautiful"
this is what I wish I could say whenever I see a woman who makes my knees hit the floor...
I want to find a woman who will be forceful with ME who will take ME and make love to ME....
I've found myself more and more interested in mainly women as of late...and even in some cases, more attracted to them...
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this is what I wish I could say whenever I see a woman who makes my knees hit the floor...
I want to find a woman who will be forceful with ME who will take ME and make love to ME....
I've found myself more and more interested in mainly women as of late...and even in some cases, more attracted to them...
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ambientlight:
Accidently submitted twice... so thought I should add something.
Mabey girls are a good course for you, at least for now. The loving touch of a woman can be very healing!
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Mabey girls are a good course for you, at least for now. The loving touch of a woman can be very healing!
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ardour:
Heh. Nice guys don't even have a chance.
There are plenty of nice guys out there who aren't pigs. Girls just aren't as attracted to them.
I am generally too shy to approach a girl, because I know that most other guys are pigs looking for something to fuck, and I don't want to be thought of as like that. As a result, I have very little experience with women, and find it very difficult to even get their interest. The only way I have to show I like them is by being nice, and that just comes off as being pathetic, needy and creepy.
I know I'm not alone. I know other guys who are like me. They're cool, attractive and have good personalities, but we've all been single for a long time.
I know I have my flaws, but seeing how most guys act, I think they're pretty minor. It always amazes me how I know girls who have boyfriends who have cheated on them, or hit them, or are unemployed and leech off them. How those flaws are concidered to be very minor comapired to mine.
Convidence is a huge part of what women are attracted to, in my opinon. The problem is that confident guys tend to be cocky assholes.
But hey, it works for them. Girls are attracted to it. We can't change what we're attracted to. Hell, maybe that's half MY problem.
Sorry to rant on. I've been single for a year now
There are plenty of nice guys out there who aren't pigs. Girls just aren't as attracted to them.
I am generally too shy to approach a girl, because I know that most other guys are pigs looking for something to fuck, and I don't want to be thought of as like that. As a result, I have very little experience with women, and find it very difficult to even get their interest. The only way I have to show I like them is by being nice, and that just comes off as being pathetic, needy and creepy.
I know I'm not alone. I know other guys who are like me. They're cool, attractive and have good personalities, but we've all been single for a long time.
I know I have my flaws, but seeing how most guys act, I think they're pretty minor. It always amazes me how I know girls who have boyfriends who have cheated on them, or hit them, or are unemployed and leech off them. How those flaws are concidered to be very minor comapired to mine.
Convidence is a huge part of what women are attracted to, in my opinon. The problem is that confident guys tend to be cocky assholes.
But hey, it works for them. Girls are attracted to it. We can't change what we're attracted to. Hell, maybe that's half MY problem.
Sorry to rant on. I've been single for a year now
today I feel:
- Fat
- unattractive
- uneasy
- stressed
- irritated
- hopeless
- helpless
- unmotivated
- trapped
I really REALLY need to do something about this...depression like feelings....
I'm really glad spring is here and the weather is getting warmer.
I like being outside when there is a crisp breeze and warm sunshine, its uplifting.
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- Fat
- unattractive
- uneasy
- stressed
- irritated
- hopeless
- helpless
- unmotivated
- trapped
I really REALLY need to do something about this...depression like feelings....
I'm really glad spring is here and the weather is getting warmer.
I like being outside when there is a crisp breeze and warm sunshine, its uplifting.
oh winter blues I want you...
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mickeytcraft:
sorry kid! at least you didnt have to go to the hospital your entire spring break!!
adazombiekil47:
i think you are really attractive, life could be worse... you could have signed your life away
so cheer up
so cheer up
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