Wednesday Oct 18, 2006

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I sent out a few resumes today.
graham is calling a place for a nice cheap pretty 3 bedroom apartment tomorrow.
we'll see what happens.
we'll see if i can join the world of the employed again...and not freak out due to my over active anxiety issues...and my constant lack of a spine (re: get walked all over syndrome)

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sonofapunk:
Oi Oi!

Yeah, I know but goddamnit...

I'm still gonna see what I can do.

We suck eh? Actually scratch that. WORK sucks! mad

Take care!
rosalyn:
Now.. GoodLife! I used to go to Elgin Fitness, which was a nice lil place, but I stopped going cause it was out of the way... goodlife has a location right by my place and another by work so i have no excuse ;P

Good luck with the job hunt frown

Tuesday Oct 17, 2006

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dear: boyfromthenorth I LURVE YOUUU!!!
I finally got the package in the mail and was PLESANTLY surprised!
I now get to sport my very own Dr. Kickbutts orchestra of death shirt AND have two totally rad CD's to fill my eyes with happiness....and ukeulele's biggrin

*squeels* miao!!
claw_:
shockedshocked fuck yes lady smile
goatsgotohell:
I'm still sending happy feel better vibes, talk to you next week sometime. xoxo

Monday Oct 16, 2006

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thanks for the love and hugs.
I'm going to the clinic when my daddy gets here...

hopefully I'll be able to breathe, eat, swallow, and hear soon..........

i'm such a n3rd, even when i'm sick i cant stay away from this thing >.<
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big_bull:
It will help you not think about being sick. Maybe, well hopefully, hope ya feel better soon either way. wink
waterfordman:
Well hopefully the missing item from your wish list will also cheer you up. Just play it LOUD biggrin

Sunday Oct 15, 2006

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I'm so sick :'(
send me love and hugs and presents....

but mostly love and hugs!
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nursejill:
Awwww girlie ! I send super love and huge hugs smile
ferrara:
oink

Friday Oct 13, 2006

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ok so last night i had the most amazing time and experince. I got a taste and I want MORE!!!

I want to take dance! swing, salsa, tango, waltz, cha cha, mambo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they teach em all!

it was amazing. a very humbling moment was when the head of the studio, Dan, asks me to dance. I was blown away with his style and grace and...
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iretire:
you are such a fox.
high 5! ARRR!!!
missmillie:
i love dancing too though at the mo i seem to just either wobble or shake the dance floor biggrin xxx

Thursday Oct 12, 2006

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you people are sweet tongue

I did however make a wishlist like i was told to by a few of you. and i must say if anyone does buy me anything ANYTHING off that list...its gotta be that green motherfucking clarinet
I want that bad boy SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad!

I recently got an obsession with playing it again and when i saw that it sealed the deal....
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ambientlight:
So I click your wishlist & wind up at Amazonia Generica.

You used to play clarinet... funny I used to too... among other instruments.

When I'm rich again...


smile kiss smile
grum09:
i love the color of your hair when it is red and black and you have some crazy pics ... kiss

Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

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does anybody love me enough to buy me these boots?!?!?!


didn't think so! dangit! tongue
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tempest:
Oh yeah.. and I forgot to mention I like your profile pic.
It was groovy chatting with you. kiss
tempest:
those are awesome boots btw

Monday Oct 09, 2006

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caitsey:
love
Gorgeous, my dear. Plus, your chest peice is fucking rad!<333
dragonnyc:
yummy love

Sunday Oct 08, 2006

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I just want to say:

that i really have nothing to say tongue
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thefreak:
Thought I'd visit the profile and say hi. smile

-TM
traceelement:
how exciting!!! biggrin

Thursday Oct 05, 2006

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the boy got the job smile
he's happy.
I'm happy he's happy, again smile

whats going on with me?
I have no idea >.<

one minute i'm content
the next i'm crying
i'm a bagfull of retarded emotions right now and its annoying.

but right now.
i'm happy
i'm talking to a cute boy, who's playing me a song and things are good smile
ambientlight:
There's nothing like being serenaded is there?

kiss

Wednesday Oct 04, 2006

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I hate getting a twinge of jealousy, and not even being able to feel justified with it.....
I have no right to be jealous if he finds himself a girlfriend or more. he's there and i'm here with graham.

and but....I'm still jealous...........
I want to make things work with graham, someone I know and love and have such an intimate friendship/understanding with. and part...
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ardour:
If I were in your shoes, I'd see things pretty simply. If you want to be with someone else, you shouldn't be with whoever you're with.

For example. I had a girlfriend, I was with her fo years, then I met another girl. I liked her, I liked her A LOT. I barely knew her, but I broke up with my girlfriend because if I was having these feelings, then it wasn't fair on her, or on me. I never got the other girl, she wasn't interested in me. Whatever. I don't regret doing this, because I now am single and can wait until I meet someone else who makes me feel that good again. My original girlfriend had obviously stopped doing that.

To me, there is not even a question in the matter.

However, I think I'm the only one who can do this so easily. I'm just wired differently.

As for meeting this character, if it's something you want to do, do it. Otherwise you're going to question it forever. If he's not what you expect, then that makes your decision a whole hell of a lot easier, doesn't it?

...just rambling here...
tilpacer:
The only thing I can comment on is, find the place where you will have the most happiness. smile

Have a great day! biggrin

Monday Oct 02, 2006

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tomorrow, well this morning really...when i do not show up for work.
I'll be officially out of a job.

what am I thinking these days?!

the panic and anxiety is slowly killing me........
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tilpacer:
That ain't cool. frown I hope you find a way to releave your anxiety and panic. smile

Have a great day! biggrin
grum09:
dont worry girl i will hook yah up , get some rest smile
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