gaming system.
faults, flaws, unfortunate fallen flame
forgotten in spite, reminded by lovers fame
in a world where escaping socialization can be
a symphony of silence in perfect harmony
while a kiss on the lips is explosion by force
years later leading up to pain and divorce
so to each her and his own, we run from the pain
in time, our desire for control...
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faults, flaws, unfortunate fallen flame
forgotten in spite, reminded by lovers fame
in a world where escaping socialization can be
a symphony of silence in perfect harmony
while a kiss on the lips is explosion by force
years later leading up to pain and divorce
so to each her and his own, we run from the pain
in time, our desire for control...
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oipthestampede:
Thanks, happy birthday bach at you.
oipthestampede:
i...misspelled back.
Withholding my truth from the fine lines of your skin
a wine tasting of a split personality
divided by the exacto knife, simply down the middle
without a drop of blod shed
or a tear fallen to the earth
she waits in two
until life ceases definition.
a wine tasting of a split personality
divided by the exacto knife, simply down the middle
without a drop of blod shed
or a tear fallen to the earth
she waits in two
until life ceases definition.
precursor to a love song
When I said I didnt believe in love
Its because I was afraid
And I promised myself
Id stay far away until I reached my grave
But then I found you in the darkest dream
And all my logics gone to shame
Nothing makes sense anymore
Yet nothing is to blame
And when I look into the distance
I see...
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When I said I didnt believe in love
Its because I was afraid
And I promised myself
Id stay far away until I reached my grave
But then I found you in the darkest dream
And all my logics gone to shame
Nothing makes sense anymore
Yet nothing is to blame
And when I look into the distance
I see...
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linz:
preeetee
morgan:
Best randomly thought of band name ever:
through no fault of my own, i have recieved a lead guitar.
I have no idea how we came up with that one...i can't remember.
through no fault of my own, i have recieved a lead guitar.
I have no idea how we came up with that one...i can't remember.
I found a guy who I'm incredibly attracted to, who also likes me back. Of the many things I'd be afraid for him to find out "later on" in the relationship, he's already seen or dealt with-- ala- my body hair (the first time he saw me naked I definitely hadn't shaved in a while)-- my stomach (he's seen me naked)-- my bisexuality (well... yea-...
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freyja__:
don't base your decision on things someone told your roommate or your roommate's opinion. only you know what is right for you.. if you like him.. feel it out. see if it works out for you.
if you like him.. i say go for it. your roommate can't be mad at you.. she doesn't like him, right?
and there is usually a reason an ex is an EX. no need to get into why they're not together anymore. they broke up. it didn't work for them. but you are not them.
hey.. if he tickles your fancy.. go for it. you seem to be pretty level headed.. not jumping too far too fast. have fun and learn about people!!
good luck!

if you like him.. i say go for it. your roommate can't be mad at you.. she doesn't like him, right?
and there is usually a reason an ex is an EX. no need to get into why they're not together anymore. they broke up. it didn't work for them. but you are not them.
hey.. if he tickles your fancy.. go for it. you seem to be pretty level headed.. not jumping too far too fast. have fun and learn about people!!
good luck!
Glancing off into the air
Strands of pink
Bodies of the gods
Stories untold
My lips upon hers
His
Missing nothing
A whirlpool of lust
Lipstick and television glow
Off into the air
Everything to be forgotten
Burnt into my mind
I cant even cry
The pain is too deep
The longing to present
To fully acknowledge
Without exploding into dust
Her-
Him-
Their smiles,...
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Strands of pink
Bodies of the gods
Stories untold
My lips upon hers
His
Missing nothing
A whirlpool of lust
Lipstick and television glow
Off into the air
Everything to be forgotten
Burnt into my mind
I cant even cry
The pain is too deep
The longing to present
To fully acknowledge
Without exploding into dust
Her-
Him-
Their smiles,...
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verifythis:
I believe that you and I have similar writing styles. It was a bit eerie to read your journal.
xo sarah
xo sarah
So I told him he doesn't know me enough to like me. Here's his response...
well... here is what I know about you... you are smart, talented, you have meny interests... you have a bit of a quirky sense of humor which I relly like... you are generous, sometimes you will touch something and just enjoy the feel of the texture of it...- you have...
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well... here is what I know about you... you are smart, talented, you have meny interests... you have a bit of a quirky sense of humor which I relly like... you are generous, sometimes you will touch something and just enjoy the feel of the texture of it...- you have...
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maxx:
He's got a lot of people to a T. I'm going to remember that shpeel and use it sometimes. 
boxterjulep:
sounds like a heaping pile of horse manure, lassy. That's me, that's you, that's him, that's her, that's it. That's all.
Um... so I had a near threesome last night. Ah, but this fooling around "threesome" is filled with drama--
the guy: my roommates ex "one night stand"
the girl: my roommates current slight crush
(same roommate)
me: what can I say, I'm a tease and I haven't gotten any in a while!
So, basically, last night was the best fuck I never had. There was...
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the guy: my roommates ex "one night stand"
the girl: my roommates current slight crush
(same roommate)
me: what can I say, I'm a tease and I haven't gotten any in a while!
So, basically, last night was the best fuck I never had. There was...
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freyja__:
you are so right about the eBay thing. smart girl. ;>
mmm threesome.
sounds like fun morning!
feel free to send pics to my inbox.

mmm threesome.
sounds like fun morning!
feel free to send pics to my inbox.
macbastard:
Too bad your in chacagio. id make your firt time real special. With candles and music and puppets and hacksaws and hotwheels and a secret wicker basket that you must not touch. Oh and lots of praying for our sins.
Mak
Mak
This is what happens when I'm procrastinating and wearing a pretty bra...
http://www.geocities.com/cananyonewhistle//sexy.html
http://www.geocities.com/cananyonewhistle//sexy.html
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a35mmlife:
*whoa*
but chill on the mindf*cking its passe
but chill on the mindf*cking its passe
macbastard:
p.s. That bra makes me want to do it. Mabye even with another person.
Macdeadsexy.
Macdeadsexy.
omg, I can't believe I have to leave for work in 30 minutes! I just got home after a night of alcholic influenced good times, in which I happened to end up lying down on a couch with one guy and one girl on top of me. We were all clothed- in fact, no kissing went on- just a lot of heavy petting. Yea- so...
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monkeypox:
im not saying this makes it ok - but i know people who have had meaningful and lasting relationships with someone after haveing dated said someone's sibling. and besides your 18 and in school, dont worry, convalluted sexual and social situations and relationships cant be avoided and are practily expected.
go_lately:
don't worry, sweetheart. i'm sure it'll get blown over quickly, even if there is a tiny bit of drama. especially if your roommate only slept with him (v. dating?) and you guys didn't even kiss. 
Not knowing what to do with one's life is probably the single most frustrating thing a person can face at the age I happen to be right now, and I'm going through just that. So... I'm currently a costume design major, but it seems as If I won't be one for long. Wait- it doesn't even seem like this anymore, I'm pretty much 99.9% sure...
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