Well my renderings for costume design class are done, and I'm exhausted. Sure I have 8 billion other things to do, but I'm going to bed. Yeay.
ps- this new pic I put up actually shows the color of my hair... except it's still a lot pinker than it looks. oh well. I actually went to a studio and got a bunch of photos taken...
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ps- this new pic I put up actually shows the color of my hair... except it's still a lot pinker than it looks. oh well. I actually went to a studio and got a bunch of photos taken...
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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
oh wait, there is homework to do.
Fuck.
oh wait, there is homework to do.
Fuck.
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_v_:
homework? homework?
i wish i had homework instead of paperwork.
nah, i'll deal with the paperworkd
i wish i had homework instead of paperwork.
nah, i'll deal with the paperworkd
v6x6x6v:
sleep is wayyyy more important then homework, you cant do it with whoever you want doing homework duh, but you can however while sleeping.
Nevermind the fairytale, I misheard.
Perhaps it's time to stop paying attention to hidden meanings of words
and look at the surface where the truth lies
nothing about wanting to be buried in between my thighs...
*damn.*
Perhaps it's time to stop paying attention to hidden meanings of words
and look at the surface where the truth lies
nothing about wanting to be buried in between my thighs...
*damn.*
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_v_:
misinterpretation blows.
i hate those who hide the meanings of words.
i don't have time for searching these days
i hate those who hide the meanings of words.
i don't have time for searching these days
blueeyedangel:
I think after reading your fairytale I can relate to your situation somewhat (Except the pansexualism part)
It sounds like you 've decided it is 'over' and havent figured out how to tell him. Of course I could be totally misreading it.
I had similar situation a couple weeks ago. And I talked to her after agonizing over it for weeks and not letting her even get a slightest hint about my uncertainty. It is always better to talk about it.
Bottom line is I didnt leave! Though I was damn ready to and thought it would be best, we talked it out and she is "ok" that I do not feel like we are totaly 100 % soul mates, We decided that we are good together and that is ok for now.
Talking made things like my impending school and lack of time I will have to put into a relationship not such a big problem as I thought it would be. Now I pretty much take it one day at a time. Good luck may you find what is right for YOU.
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It sounds like you 've decided it is 'over' and havent figured out how to tell him. Of course I could be totally misreading it.
I had similar situation a couple weeks ago. And I talked to her after agonizing over it for weeks and not letting her even get a slightest hint about my uncertainty. It is always better to talk about it.
Bottom line is I didnt leave! Though I was damn ready to and thought it would be best, we talked it out and she is "ok" that I do not feel like we are totaly 100 % soul mates, We decided that we are good together and that is ok for now.
Talking made things like my impending school and lack of time I will have to put into a relationship not such a big problem as I thought it would be. Now I pretty much take it one day at a time. Good luck may you find what is right for YOU.
[Edited on Feb 12, 2003]
I find it amusing how everyone seems to be saying the same thing in their advice responses to the "fairytale" chapt. 1... they say "if you're interested in someone else then it's unfair to who you're with and the relationship will never work out anyway. If you really like someone, love someone, you can't think about anyone else, ever." -- See, as much as I...
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snag:
there isn't anything against poly
as long as the person you're with is fine w/poly
if they aren't...then find someone who is.
it works for some people. monogomy works for others.
trying to fake either will never work
as long as the person you're with is fine w/poly
if they aren't...then find someone who is.
it works for some people. monogomy works for others.
trying to fake either will never work
deadguyperez:
hi. i dunno if you got my message or not but i'd like to join the sgchicago group. i don't know anyone else on here, though.
Once upon a time in a far off land there was a pansexual girl in a monogomous relationship with a male magician who lived in a world of illusion and frustration. She was 19, he was 24. They both did their best to hide their true selves through the mask of a performer. She had trust issues, he wanted to be trusted. They seemed awful...
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snag:
hmm.....if this girl is having these thoughts....it may be the guy isnt' the rock she thought he was. cuz if she truly loves this guy -- it doesn't matter whom comes into the picture because it wouldn't phase her. the gender of this person that has her distracted is secondary.
somewhere, be it subconscious or not, the girl wants out of the relationship.
teh girl should talk to the boy and be honest. she seems to be willing to risk him for a 'maybe'
but nothing is worse then living in a world of 'what if' and its not fair to the boy for him to be second fiddle either.
funny thing...i was that boy once. girlfriend broke up with me to be with the girl she'd always had a thing for.
when girlfriend told the girl she broke up with me so they could be together...other girl got pissed. she said 'while i do have feelings for you....boy treats you good...i'll never be the reason you break up with him. if you two don't work out for any number of reasons give me a call. but if the only reason you broke up with him is to be with me i'm not interested"
girlfriend took the gamble...and then lost out. of course idiot i am took her back only to have her dump me later for someone else.
moral of the lesson is this. if girl in this story is thinking about other people she needs out of this relationship period. because this relationship is never going to fulfill her heart.
somewhere, be it subconscious or not, the girl wants out of the relationship.
teh girl should talk to the boy and be honest. she seems to be willing to risk him for a 'maybe'
but nothing is worse then living in a world of 'what if' and its not fair to the boy for him to be second fiddle either.
funny thing...i was that boy once. girlfriend broke up with me to be with the girl she'd always had a thing for.
when girlfriend told the girl she broke up with me so they could be together...other girl got pissed. she said 'while i do have feelings for you....boy treats you good...i'll never be the reason you break up with him. if you two don't work out for any number of reasons give me a call. but if the only reason you broke up with him is to be with me i'm not interested"
girlfriend took the gamble...and then lost out. of course idiot i am took her back only to have her dump me later for someone else.
moral of the lesson is this. if girl in this story is thinking about other people she needs out of this relationship period. because this relationship is never going to fulfill her heart.
freyja__:
always follow your heart.
i miss mikehunt.
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twilightclone:
she told me she was coming back...maybe we should pitch in to get her that start-up fee or something 
indigoboy:
Tell her she has a responsibility to all of us who have her on our "friends" list. The cross through her name just doesn't look right. It clashes with the drapes.
the lighting here is good. Time to put on some makeup.
bonokirk:
You'r Purtty
randomdent:
Your skin looks so soft.
I'm late for jazz choir.
Shit.
My hair is still pink.
I'm hungry.
I want to leave jazz choir early so i can go see my schools production of the vagina monologues tonight.
I can't leave jazz choir early if I get there late.
Ahhhh..
*runs out the door*
Shit.
My hair is still pink.
I'm hungry.
I want to leave jazz choir early so i can go see my schools production of the vagina monologues tonight.
I can't leave jazz choir early if I get there late.
Ahhhh..
*runs out the door*
cherryb0mb:
ahhhhh! stressed?
the vagina monologues... you should leave jazz choir early anyway to see that.
the vagina monologues... you should leave jazz choir early anyway to see that.
mrzablowdowski:
..ha, ha,
pink is good...
pink is good...
I need a better "new pic" to show my hair... the color is way off. It's much, much pinker. And you can't see my bangs there because I superglued.. I mean, hairsprayed them down to the sides. When I get a decent pic, you will all be the first to know.
*goes back to enjoying free laundry weekend.*
*goes back to enjoying free laundry weekend.*
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elisabeth:
Hey, I like this pic a lot
charlie_stars:
hey pretty, i like the new pic,
bangs= bad idea.
Dark pink red hair= good idea.
Oh well.
Dark pink red hair= good idea.
Oh well.
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stiles:
Got a pic?
I wanna see!
I wanna see!
grayblue:
man, you chaneg your hair more often than i change my underwear...err ..... umm..... i didn't say that.
Please email me a pic!