Saturday Mar 22, 2003

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I'm going to new orleans tomorrow.

The quarter is finally over.

Hopefully I didn't fail anything.

My hair is dark red again.

Sometimes, life is good.
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ilovemikehunt:
of course you have to realize how good things are after they've been ultimetely shitty.
_v_:
have fun
lucky girl
damn
i want new orleans food

Wednesday Mar 19, 2003

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coconut rum and diet pepsi tastes oh so good
i've barely had half a glass and I'm already feeling it...

I needed it

I haven't drunk for a while...

but i'm a bit... i don't know... going through a depression at the moment and... it just feels good-

I can't drink too much. I have a dress to attempt to sew tomorrow. A dress that...
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_v_:
wow, i like the last two sentences
mei:
drinking is nice sometimes, especially if you're drinking with other people and having wild crazy times. i just don't like drinking alone - it makes me cry.

Tuesday Mar 18, 2003

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today:

he got kicked out of school for a quarter.

I had a breakdown in the costume shop.

... the hot scene designer from the show I worked on in the early winter was at the diner I studied for finals at...

I didn't talk to him..

I hate being attracted to other people and being in love at the same time. It's so damn...
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_v_:
me too
i get so many crushes when i am with someone
ugh
brokenalice:
If we stop noticing the beauty around of the world stops...

Monday Mar 17, 2003

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even though I know I love him. If I didn't love him, I wouldn't have involuntarily started to cry. But he doesn't understand the whole- actions speak louder then words thing.

Men.
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blueeyedangel:
Guys sometimes need to be hit over the head with what seems obvious to girls. Well I can say I think I may be able to sympathize a little with you. I told my girl that I wasnt in love anymore, I said this partly because I felt like it was keeping me from taking care of myself first, and because I also had serious doubts it will work long term.

But when we talked I also started crying uncontrollably. She saw thru my words and into my heart, and though the odds may be against us working out I didnt leave. I am glad she was patient with me.

bah not sure if that helps at all. but hang in there if he is patient he will understand you'll tell him when your ready.
nerdboy2345:
those damn men.

Sunday Mar 16, 2003

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he told me he loves me.

And I believed him.

I didn't say it back.

I couldn't help but to cry.
mei:
i've had moments like that.. they're terrible. and wonderful, somehow, but mostly terrible.

i send you a hug - it sounds like you need it.
_v_:
sad
i always have trouble saying it back

Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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shouldn't couldn't wouldn't avoid ness blank stare space gaze human race a phase of human deficancy war bombs destruction evidence that we are all animals a fucking game of survivial of the fittest where we all loose because our shirt was tucked in a bit too tightly when we were little, us americans with a stick up our presidents ass... what the fuck...? I hate...
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rj:
I agree with you about the freedom fries. Did you know during WWII, the term "hot dog" was invented to replace the word "frankfurter" and saurkraut (sp?) was renamed "liberty cabbage." I'm not making any of that up.
Anyway, I don't think we need war to get people to write good music/make good art. The 60s were overrated anyways.
pr0ject605:
*standing ovation* I pretty much agree, but I'm not very political at all... I just wanted to say that you express yourself very well and that you make some good points. I just wish now I hadn't read your journal because you have me thinking... GAH!

Anyway, the whole reason I read your journal is that I loved the comment you made about the set Bettina did. I really agree with you, the site needs more sets like that. So, so far I like everything I've read of yours... better watch out before I start liking you. wink

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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You know what really gets me, though? It's like I can almost see her and I really working together if there was ever a time when we could actually get to know each other. Yea, yea, yea- so chances are she has a bf or gf now. And gosh-golly-gee, so do I... but-- in those few moments when I actually talk to her... there is...
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_v_:
i don't hate you
but everyone hates me
blueeyedangel:
in the dictionary of our own hearts great image.You know I always thought the idea of love needed a make over so go for it, I hope you find that kind love even for a little while.

I dont hate you, but love is such a strong word .... whatever
so am I a friend?

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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Does anyone else besides me think it's fucking awesome that I just got assigned as the assistant scenic designer on "Dracula"?

Fuck yea.

Time to go reread "The Misanthrope" and figuring out what all the characters would wear.

Or I could just go to sleep.

*looks at bed*

*kicks self, goes to read.*
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_v_:
congrats
you rock
i need to do something creative
africa:
"i vont to zuck your bluuuud"

Saturday Mar 08, 2003

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I met a really hot girl last night.

We danced.

And I still have a boyfriend.

Fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
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n:
if i were nearly as attracted to girls as i am to guys i'd pick her...boys suck! and they're gross!
fallen1carus:
hm hm hm. i love reading your journal. oh the stories you tell.

girls girls girls, don't let them pass you by.
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