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THanks for all your kind notes in the previous entry.
... my roommate and I had a really good talk last night. She was, unfortunately, sexually abused as a child, but she hasn't told very many people about it. In fact, she has only told me and one of our other roommates. Anyway, here is a snippet of the conversation that I felt was...
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THanks for all your kind notes in the previous entry.
... my roommate and I had a really good talk last night. She was, unfortunately, sexually abused as a child, but she hasn't told very many people about it. In fact, she has only told me and one of our other roommates. Anyway, here is a snippet of the conversation that I felt was...
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watching the tonys reminds me of how much I want to be a performer..
it's kind of depressing, thinking that I've given up on my dream all because I've never fit the mold of people who succeed...
I never really fit anywhere.
I'm definitely not a suicide girl.
I'm not skinny and beautiful like a lead actress
I'm not weird enough or fat enough to...
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it's kind of depressing, thinking that I've given up on my dream all because I've never fit the mold of people who succeed...
I never really fit anywhere.
I'm definitely not a suicide girl.
I'm not skinny and beautiful like a lead actress
I'm not weird enough or fat enough to...
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piercedvixen:
i think you are beautiful and perfect!! 
moongoat:
You can always start/think about/write your own one woman piece to go up at the schubert theater.
So due to the fact that it's finals week and I'm relatively insane at the moment, I decided it was time for a new pic.
In other news... I might audition for some movie tomorrow. I have no clue what it's about... I read an ad for the auditions in the paper and sent the guy my pic and although I have to miss most...
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In other news... I might audition for some movie tomorrow. I have no clue what it's about... I read an ad for the auditions in the paper and sent the guy my pic and although I have to miss most...
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moongoat:
Hello there.
runelateralus:
Good luck with your finals...they can be a pain in the ass.
Since sg didn't accept me, i'm thinking of applying to another site online... they are pretty much begging me to model for them, and I def fit their image more (ala... I'm not a twig and I don't have tattoos.. but that's okay over on that site.) Hmm. I'd rather be an SG model, but I know I never will make it here... and I...
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coyote1284:
I'll have to agree with Uncognitive, and gratz to you for putting the pic on here anyways.
[Edited on Jun 07, 2003]
[Edited on Jun 07, 2003]
sethy:
Even if you are not the 'sg norm' your still very attractive, just have to remind you of that because, well, I can
I'm moving out in 7 days.
Before then, I have 3 papers due, 1 final project and 1 final exam.
Oh, and rehearsals every night of the week starting monday except for friday.
EEEEGAHHH!!!
Before then, I have 3 papers due, 1 final project and 1 final exam.
Oh, and rehearsals every night of the week starting monday except for friday.
EEEEGAHHH!!!
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quiescence:
Ah papers...
I get to do those again this fall when I go to grad school. Best of luck until then.
I get to do those again this fall when I go to grad school. Best of luck until then.
runelateralus:
Good luck with the papers and moving out.
too many theories running through my mind
trying to make sense of it all
I don't want to fall in love
don't want to fall in like
just want to let things happen on their own
I want to stop obsessing
stop thinking
stop wanting
stop needing
and just live in the now...
why is it so much easier said than done?
trying to make sense of it all
I don't want to fall in love
don't want to fall in like
just want to let things happen on their own
I want to stop obsessing
stop thinking
stop wanting
stop needing
and just live in the now...
why is it so much easier said than done?
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oipthestampede:
its reverse sex. you feel more relaxed before you start.
junebug:
Cuz that the way Love is...trust me I'm going through it too, If you dont belive me just check my journal...sad huh?
3:20 am.
It's wet outside.
I met this really sweet woman online.
Hmm.
She read my personal ad.
Hmm.
She's smart and cute.
Hmm.
We've been e-mailing these insanely long notes to each other, yet they only seem to get better.
Hmm.
I don't know why that smiley face is called confused. I always see it more as a "hmm" than a "confused."-- it's definitely...
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It's wet outside.
I met this really sweet woman online.
Hmm.
She read my personal ad.
Hmm.
She's smart and cute.
Hmm.
We've been e-mailing these insanely long notes to each other, yet they only seem to get better.
Hmm.
I don't know why that smiley face is called confused. I always see it more as a "hmm" than a "confused."-- it's definitely...
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grayblue:
yeah, it's definitely a "hmm"
ilovemikehunt:
yeh, i use that as a hmm too...
or sometimes as a little guilty (for lack of a better term) face...
or sometimes as a little guilty (for lack of a better term) face...
Anyone want to make a donation to the fund I'm starting in order to raise money for a mental institution for all my ex's???
... yes, all three of my ex's are definitely in need of some mental help.
Ex numero 1: Jess
Mental/etc problems: Codependent. Pothead (I have no problem w/ people who smoke, but she's addicted and it seems to control her life.)...
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... yes, all three of my ex's are definitely in need of some mental help.
Ex numero 1: Jess
Mental/etc problems: Codependent. Pothead (I have no problem w/ people who smoke, but she's addicted and it seems to control her life.)...
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runelateralus:
We are all insane. That is your answer.
(ps: Hazel, nice pics there from your set. You are very beautiful and the only reason you were reject I can see would have been because of the photographer...not meaning to insult them in anyway, because they are good...yes, I am up to date, am I?)
(ps: Hazel, nice pics there from your set. You are very beautiful and the only reason you were reject I can see would have been because of the photographer...not meaning to insult them in anyway, because they are good...yes, I am up to date, am I?)
joshd:
Oy, I finally got a picture of my tatt up.
Sanity and productive relationshps are SO overrated, and SO 2001.
Sanity and productive relationshps are SO overrated, and SO 2001.
I can't believe school is almost over... I can't believe it still freaking cold outside... even tho It'll be June tomorrow. I can't believe I'll be in Los Angeles in 3 weeks. I can't believe that because I'll be out in the Valley with family 
I'm not actually going to get to do anything cool.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm not actually going to get to do anything cool.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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runelateralus:
Good point...
Just stay off State Street. Too many homeless people.
They like to hang around my college...like art college students have money.
Just stay off State Street. Too many homeless people.
They like to hang around my college...like art college students have money.
23_skidoo:
i have been wearing a sweater and my winter jacket all day ...and tomorrow is june? ...*chanting* only two more years ...then back to the desert.
i have been wearing a sweater and my winter jacket all day ...and tomorrow is june? ...*chanting* only two more years ...then back to the desert.
My nose hurts.
It's probably infected.
I should go wash the piercing again.
I think I'm playing with it too much.
Ouch.
It's probably infected.
I should go wash the piercing again.
I think I'm playing with it too much.
Ouch.
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honkeykong:
-hey! i got it posted in "guitar pr0n"! now i don't feel like such a retard! lol.
mei:
i'm with mikehunt - i think the concept for the set you sent in was awesome, but the lighting/quality could be better. i think that the guitar ones (and your profile pic) do you justice way better. you should take more!
i had to take out my nose piercing - not infected, just hurt a lot, all the time, with no signs of healing up well. i liked it, too.
hope yours does welll...
i had to take out my nose piercing - not infected, just hurt a lot, all the time, with no signs of healing up well. i liked it, too.
hope yours does welll...
People think it will go away if they ignore it, but it just gets worse.
I cant help but think that being molested is bad enough but how terrible that it is your own family memeber. The issues involved seem complex as said gby your frined but even so she has told someone , even if not her parents and you just listening to her story and not "judging" her probably makes a big difference.
I also get so mad as hell as a male about the amount of violence and lots of it of sexual nature against women and children males commit. I guess I could blame the abusers or I could even blame their parents for abusing them or allowing them to be abused.
However your friend's approach to reach out to troubled young people is probably the more effective approach, and I have to believe it is healing for her.
peace