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Home sweet home
time to stay up all night
looking at the site
surfing round'
catching up on all the new pics
thinkin' bout life and all that jazz
how quick it's flyin by-
every moment is a summers day
long and bright, but gone before you know it-
There is so much on my mind
a thousand unanswered questions
I still dare to ask...
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I think God is dead.

freeze frame. stop. wait. don't hate.
Give me a moment to explain my logic-

I see a world out there so beautiful and wild
and the human race spreads daily-
you've got the miracles of birth and death
and life itself-
I can't ignore the miraculous nature of thought-
but I wonder why people think God is still alive
See-...
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velvetgoldmine5:
Hazel, I think we were at the same Pride Parade (I was looking at your pics)wink Love your writing
jones1:
Hey! so funny that i didnt know it was you! thanks for the email dear and thanks for including me smile hows your break going? what show are you working on? Yeah i had really had enough of the theatre school and just felt like it was time to get my education.

I love the theatre..im just not sure if it sould be my career wink

Thanks again cutie! yeah SG is most certainly becoming one of my weaknesses..if checking it 4 times a day qualifies blush
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Updating again-

Staying over my friends house-- finally-- a chance to go online w/ a high speed internet connection and some privacy. I added a lot of people on the waiting list for SGchicago-- anyone with a decent journal got added. People with profiles saying "i'm lost" or I'm from "canada" or any other area not near chicago did not get added at the moment....
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sethy:
Nice to see an update, glad to hear things are going moderatly well, even if your crush isnt feeling same way.
faithless000:
hmmm - i could never crush on a prof. cos i was always way too intimidated. eeek
i don't like the concept of meeting people when drunk, but sometimes coffee shop people are way too standoffish ARRR!!!
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Holy hell. So I leave this place for a few weeks and all the sudden it's gone... dark pink. blush

And there are new fun icons too. Omg, there's a monkey!!! ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa
Alright, now that I'm over that-- hello again! You guys don't understand how much I miss having an internet connection at home. I'm now updating my journal here from the makeup shop's computer and... uhh......
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ihatework:
awww i wouldn't've rejected you. good luck on your volunteering..
snag:
i missed you
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The one good thing about barely being able to get to a computer with the internet is that when I finally do get back to suicidegirls.com, there are so many beautiful photo sets for me to browse (not to mention all of the intelligent posts from those on my friends list)-- It's a good thing i've got all night.

Anyway-- school starts up again in...
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veganjihad:
yeah, but that also means, if someone pops into town for a day or so,,, then you completely miss them being in town, because you cant get their message in time...
snag:
hmm....you're swimming sounded like me in jumpschool. i never was the fastest runner....but i never quit either.
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Finally got to a computer with internet. No time to fairly bitch about all life has thrown at me in present time. And it's not really all that bad either. I'm just tired. Tired of being me... I guess. But aren't we all? Ah fuck it. Maybe I should join a hard rock band so I can just scream and be applauded for it. Cuz...
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mei:
that sounds like me when i want to explode..
_v_:
i like to swim underwater and scream as loud as possible
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I'm going to fucking flip if I don't figure out how to get my home computer to have internet access. Geez, I feel like such a creep trying to post to my SG journal from my schools cyber cafe... i'm like scrolling the window around in my screen so no large breasts are visable from a few feet a way. I really want to look...
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crazygrrl:
Hey...I just noticed I was no longer a member of SGChicago (I accidentally removed myself a few weeks ago). I hope you don't mind, but I resubmitted my membership to you. I would like to re-join. Sorry for the problem. I really don't know what I was thinking. whatever
obsidian_:
what burlesque cabaret troop? I have a friend that has one back in Chicago...
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Hey everyone!

I'm sorry I dissappeared for so long. Having no internet at my summer appartment sucks my left tit so hard that my right one can feel it. Anyway, as you've probably already guessed, I won't be updating as much over the summer. I'll still try to get here every once in a while to see what's going on in the site and check...
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freckle:
i didn't have internet for almost a month... i almost died.
tanar:
Hey cutie! Glad to see you're back!
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I think i've got an enemy or two on here. Eeks.

*hides under the covers*
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nerdboy2345:
come on now, lets love everybody
sethy:
... you can come out from hiding under covers now surreal
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I'm moving on up... to the northside...

*it's moving day... aehhh... weekend.*

and then, about 5 more days till my flight out to LA to spend time w/ the fam. Oh joy.

Hmm.

It's so gross outside. Foggy. Moist. Depressing.

I still wish I could just let her know how beautiful and incredible she is. I think i've figured her out-- I think I understand...
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