glamerdork

coconut rum and diet pepsi tastes oh so good
i've barely had half a glass and I'm already feeling it...

I needed it

I haven't drunk for a while...

but i'm a bit... i don't know... going through a depression at the moment and... it just feels good-

I can't drink too much. I have a dress to attempt to sew tomorrow. A dress that just needs to be finished... even though it will never be done well. I have such an obsessive personality. I'd like to go to sleep now, but i should clean. It's hot in here. I need to redye my hair. i don't have the time. I'm going to new orleans on sunday. God- sunday is soon. I should start packing. Uh- that will be a last minute thing. I need to do a wash. I want to sleep. sleep..d rink more... drink more...

maybe you can't sink your sorrows with alcohol, but sometimes it's nice to loose all thought of air underneath the darkest of waters for a while...