glamerdork

I'm evil. Pure evil. I swear it.

So I like to flirt... esp around my boyfriend... but with other people. What can I say? Except for... what I already said: I'm evil.

Eh. It's not that my flirations mean anything. If Chris (my bf) would just flirt back w/ me instead of make me feel stupid for my novel attempts at the art of seduction, perhaps It wouldn't be such a thrill to entice others. Anyway, it's his fault for calling me up and asking me to find a girl for his friend (who recently got broken up with) to flirt w/ over coffee. Kind of a double non-date thing. Well... one of my friends did come... but I probably ended up doing the majority of the flirting. I'm sure that's not what he had in mind. In any case, I hope that his friend felt better a bit. He seemed pretty down... I like to cheer people up, one way or another.

I don't know how much longer I can deal w/ Chris. I'm incredibly attracted to him but I know that I'm not his type. And without being his type, this -- game-- that our relationship is can only last for so long. I'm too silly for him. Too absent minded. Too everything he doesn't want in a girl. Okay, so I don't have a penis... (as of now)-- I guess I'm not "everything" he doesn't want in a girl.

I can't believe it's friday tomorrow. My voice is dying. I'm not going to be able to talk at SG bowl. Maybe that's for the better. I'm annoying as fuck. That will be the title of my sitcom... AAF. And my band is going to be called the abstract spork.

Anyway.

Uh. I'm tired. Or not. Or... I'm not really sure. My throat is stinging like a bee-stung bitch. I'm sick of relationships already... and I've only been in one for less than 2 months. Is this a bad thing?

Q: What's your take on the whole "relationship" thing?