glamerdork

precursor to a love song

When I said I didnt believe in love
Its because I was afraid
And I promised myself
Id stay far away until I reached my grave
But then I found you in the darkest dream
And all my logics gone to shame
Nothing makes sense anymore
Yet nothing is to blame

And when I look into the distance
I see your face imprinted on the air
Silly, I know, but I cant deny
The ever present feeling there

In my deepest darkest thoughts
I see you sharp and clear
Whispering unspeakable words
Unto my silken flesh, painted in tears.

When I said I didnt believe in love
Its because I was afraid
I wouldnt want to admit to this fear
But I certainly wasnt brave-
Im a slave for pain
An angel of hurt
I long for sorrow
To end up drowning- knee deep in dirt.

So this is the beginning of a story never told
I wonder how long it will take before it gets old
Maybe I am falling, or perhaps its all a joke
I cannot run any longer, my hearts near broke.

Listen to me when I tell you that I care
Because I wouldnt lie for anything
And I feel more than Ive ever felt before
I know youre going to hurt me
Im ready for the day
We havent even started
But I know youll go away

In my dreams you sing me to sleep
Softly, now, I pray
Kiss me in this moment
So Ill be quiet and not scare you away-

I dont want you to go away-