glamerdork

It's almost 6.
The plan was, skip my 3-5 class
and do homework.
but it's almost 6!
I'm really tired...
feeling oddly
empty
not sad though
more like
dead, death
encompassing
the stillness
the silence
I won't let anything hurt me
anymore.
I put up my shield
nothing can get through
I can't cry anymore
won't scream into the night
in my minds eye I'm fallen
stuck between two pupils
staring back
dialated
or confused
in terms of nothing that
isn't what it never was.
I'm down where I can't see
below the earth surface
I've got myself stuck
it's all hazy,
I can't get up
can't get out
want to run...
but all I can do is sit
still
my feet
glued
to the floor
dirt
caving
in
to the core
heat
burning
fixation
trembling
fire
flying
do not tempt me with your wisdom
for I might solve this mystery
and then where shall i go from there?