glamerdork

Well, I didn't break any bones.

I'm not exactly the best skiier in the world, either. But I did have a good time. Maybe I'll stop being so one day and find some confidence.

Anyway-

I'm back in chicago. School starts again in a day. A fucking day. Oh well. I'm actually looking forward to it... I think. I've got a good line up of classes, even though I'm still taking too much. I just can't imagine taking less than 7 classes a quarter. I'd feel so-- bored.

Speaking of random boredom, the other night when I was sitting around doing nothing after devouring some sort of vegetarian take on a once meaty pasta dinner, It suddenly hit me- I've got five quarters left of my undergraduate education. I've already figured out what I'm taking this quarter so it really feels like I've got... four quarters. It's really almost over. What in fucks name am I going to do with my life?

The guy in charge of Middlesex University's theatre program wrote me back about the directing MFA thing they have there and it sounds amazing. It's the only school in the world to offer an internationally based education (ala- you take different 4-6 week "modules" where you focus on one aspect of directing (or theatre) and you actually spend this time in a different location (while MU is based in london, they have their modules in Moscow, Asia and some other places... I think.)) In any case, that sounds amazing and I'd love to end up there... one day. The question is... what the fuck am I doing with my life before "one day?"

And what if "one day" never comes?



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ps: I want to do something to my hair.
I also *was* attempting to grow it out long... I could dye it. Or give up on the long hair and get it cut. What should I do?