Friday Jun 06, 2003

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I'm moving out in 7 days.

Before then, I have 3 papers due, 1 final project and 1 final exam.

Oh, and rehearsals every night of the week starting monday except for friday.

EEEEGAHHH!!! surreal
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quiescence:
Ah papers...
I get to do those again this fall when I go to grad school. Best of luck until then.
runelateralus:
Good luck with the papers and moving out.

Thursday Jun 05, 2003

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too many theories running through my mind
trying to make sense of it all

I don't want to fall in love
don't want to fall in like
just want to let things happen on their own

I want to stop obsessing
stop thinking
stop wanting
stop needing
and just live in the now...

why is it so much easier said than done?
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oipthestampede:
its reverse sex. you feel more relaxed before you start.
junebug:
Cuz that the way Love is...trust me I'm going through it too, If you dont belive me just check my journal...sad huh?

Tuesday Jun 03, 2003

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3:20 am.

It's wet outside.

I met this really sweet woman online.

Hmm.

She read my personal ad.

Hmm.

She's smart and cute.

Hmm.

We've been e-mailing these insanely long notes to each other, yet they only seem to get better.

Hmm.

confused

I don't know why that smiley face is called confused. I always see it more as a "hmm" than a "confused."-- it's definitely...
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grayblue:
yeah, it's definitely a "hmm"
ilovemikehunt:
yeh, i use that as a hmm too...
or sometimes as a little guilty (for lack of a better term) face...

Saturday May 31, 2003

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Anyone want to make a donation to the fund I'm starting in order to raise money for a mental institution for all my ex's???

... yes, all three of my ex's are definitely in need of some mental help.


Ex numero 1: Jess

Mental/etc problems: Codependent. Pothead (I have no problem w/ people who smoke, but she's addicted and it seems to control her life.)...
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runelateralus:
We are all insane. That is your answer.

(ps: Hazel, nice pics there from your set. You are very beautiful and the only reason you were reject I can see would have been because of the photographer...not meaning to insult them in anyway, because they are good...yes, I am up to date, am I?)
joshd:
Oy, I finally got a picture of my tatt up.

Sanity and productive relationshps are SO overrated, and SO 2001.

Saturday May 31, 2003

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I can't believe school is almost over... I can't believe it still freaking cold outside... even tho It'll be June tomorrow. I can't believe I'll be in Los Angeles in 3 weeks. I can't believe that because I'll be out in the Valley with family puke I'm not actually going to get to do anything cool.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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runelateralus:
Good point...

Just stay off State Street. Too many homeless people.

They like to hang around my college...like art college students have money.
23_skidoo:

i have been wearing a sweater and my winter jacket all day ...and tomorrow is june? ...*chanting* only two more years ...then back to the desert.

Friday May 30, 2003

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My nose hurts.

It's probably infected.

I should go wash the piercing again.

I think I'm playing with it too much.

Ouch.
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honkeykong:
-hey! i got it posted in "guitar pr0n"! now i don't feel like such a retard! lol.
mei:
i'm with mikehunt - i think the concept for the set you sent in was awesome, but the lighting/quality could be better. i think that the guitar ones (and your profile pic) do you justice way better. you should take more!

i had to take out my nose piercing - not infected, just hurt a lot, all the time, with no signs of healing up well. i liked it, too. frown

hope yours does welll...

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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If, for one day, I could be someone else-

a woman, 26... 27, maybe... or 30... 31. If for one day I could be this woman... long hair... beautiful... flowing down to my shoulders... straight hair-- or curly-- blond, brunette or auburn, it doesn't matter... but if for one day I could be her, then maybe, maybe life would tranpose itself fair... because although I'm...
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uncognitive:
If you spend all your time wishing you were the woman you incorrectly think you can never be, you won't have a chance of becoming the woman you really are.

If you ask me, that is.
runelateralus:
Yeah, but if you are not you, then there is a BIG possibility you can be someone who has it much worse than you.

I know it is not the best thing to say, sorry. But ultimately, the person above me is right (sorry, couldn't remember how to spell it). Don't wish you were someone else...because it will hold back what you can be.

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Monday May 26, 2003

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I wasted all of memorial day weekend.

Go figure.

So my ex gf calls me up at 4 o'clock AM (yes, that's right, 4 AM!) and I'm like "what the fuck?"-- She must have called like 3 times in a row because I ignored the first two times it rang even though it woke me up and then finally I went over to pick it...
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rickroyal:
I knew there was a good reason I turn my cell phone off when I sleep.
piercedvixen:
wow you took the nice approach, being in a sleepy daze i probably would have chucked the phone across the room, and had a mess to clean up in the morning. i have to get up at 7 am every morning even though i work from the computer at home(i lucked out)...still i need my beauty sleep

Friday May 23, 2003

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well, i might not be an sg, but I'm now pierced. Yup... spur of the moment... (sort of) nose piercing tonight. The first place I went wouldn't even fucking do it because I had a state ID from Jersey and apparently that doesn't look legal to them... but then the second place was a lot more laid back and I decided to just do it......
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arcade:
reguardless of what there is to be said or not said for sg or the photographers... my two cents says that you're hot. and the bright side is, you still got to share it one way or another and there's always time to shoot more sets... keep up the good work!
d34dfish:
which shop rejected your id? which one accepted?

Nice set!

Friday May 23, 2003

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... alright... the entire rejected set is posted... I'm not going to keep it up for too long probably.. let me know what you think...

confused
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babygirlsmith:
i think it must just be the quality of the pics. i know they can be snobby about that.
brian88:
I'd have to agree with everyone else. You're hot, its most likely the quality of the pics.

Thursday May 22, 2003

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....For those of you who are interested... check out my pics section for a few images from the set/of the body that got me rejected.... blackeyed
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_v_:
maybe they just don't like golf in sg land
nothing is wrong with the body
glamerdork:
hehe. I don't golf either honestly... it was just one of those random ideas... the props were all there so I was like, why not? Perhaps I'll post the entire set including my nekkidness for a day or two so you guys can get a look and flatter me more in my sad state of SG rejection. -- Besides, I wasn't gonna do it for the $ anyway... so I think it's kind of silly of me to keep these pics to myself. What do you all think?
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