Updating again-
Staying over my friends house-- finally-- a chance to go online w/ a high speed internet connection and some privacy. I added a lot of people on the waiting list for SGchicago-- anyone with a decent journal got added. People with profiles saying "i'm lost" or I'm from "canada" or any other area not near chicago did not get added at the moment....
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Staying over my friends house-- finally-- a chance to go online w/ a high speed internet connection and some privacy. I added a lot of people on the waiting list for SGchicago-- anyone with a decent journal got added. People with profiles saying "i'm lost" or I'm from "canada" or any other area not near chicago did not get added at the moment....
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Holy hell. So I leave this place for a few weeks and all the sudden it's gone... dark pink. 
And there are new fun icons too. Omg, there's a monkey!!!
Alright, now that I'm over that-- hello again! You guys don't understand how much I miss having an internet connection at home. I'm now updating my journal here from the makeup shop's computer and... uhh......
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And there are new fun icons too. Omg, there's a monkey!!!
Alright, now that I'm over that-- hello again! You guys don't understand how much I miss having an internet connection at home. I'm now updating my journal here from the makeup shop's computer and... uhh......
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ihatework:
awww i wouldn't've rejected you. good luck on your volunteering..
snag:
i missed you
The one good thing about barely being able to get to a computer with the internet is that when I finally do get back to suicidegirls.com, there are so many beautiful photo sets for me to browse (not to mention all of the intelligent posts from those on my friends list)-- It's a good thing i've got all night.
Anyway-- school starts up again in...
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Anyway-- school starts up again in...
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veganjihad:
yeah, but that also means, if someone pops into town for a day or so,,, then you completely miss them being in town, because you cant get their message in time...
snag:
hmm....you're swimming sounded like me in jumpschool. i never was the fastest runner....but i never quit either.
Finally got to a computer with internet. No time to fairly bitch about all life has thrown at me in present time. And it's not really all that bad either. I'm just tired. Tired of being me... I guess. But aren't we all? Ah fuck it. Maybe I should join a hard rock band so I can just scream and be applauded for it. Cuz...
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mei:
that sounds like me when i want to explode..
_v_:
i like to swim underwater and scream as loud as possible
I'm going to fucking flip if I don't figure out how to get my home computer to have internet access. Geez, I feel like such a creep trying to post to my SG journal from my schools cyber cafe... i'm like scrolling the window around in my screen so no large breasts are visable from a few feet a way. I really want to look...
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crazygrrl:
Hey...I just noticed I was no longer a member of SGChicago (I accidentally removed myself a few weeks ago). I hope you don't mind, but I resubmitted my membership to you. I would like to re-join. Sorry for the problem. I really don't know what I was thinking. 
obsidian_:
what burlesque cabaret troop? I have a friend that has one back in Chicago...
Hey everyone!
I'm sorry I dissappeared for so long. Having no internet at my summer appartment sucks my left tit so hard that my right one can feel it. Anyway, as you've probably already guessed, I won't be updating as much over the summer. I'll still try to get here every once in a while to see what's going on in the site and check...
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I'm sorry I dissappeared for so long. Having no internet at my summer appartment sucks my left tit so hard that my right one can feel it. Anyway, as you've probably already guessed, I won't be updating as much over the summer. I'll still try to get here every once in a while to see what's going on in the site and check...
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freckle:
i didn't have internet for almost a month... i almost died.
tanar:
Hey cutie! Glad to see you're back!
I think i've got an enemy or two on here. Eeks.
*hides under the covers*
*hides under the covers*
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nerdboy2345:
come on now, lets love everybody
sethy:
... you can come out from hiding under covers now 
I'm moving on up... to the northside...
*it's moving day... aehhh... weekend.*
and then, about 5 more days till my flight out to LA to spend time w/ the fam. Oh joy.
Hmm.
It's so gross outside. Foggy. Moist. Depressing.
I still wish I could just let her know how beautiful and incredible she is. I think i've figured her out-- I think I understand...
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*it's moving day... aehhh... weekend.*
and then, about 5 more days till my flight out to LA to spend time w/ the fam. Oh joy.
Hmm.
It's so gross outside. Foggy. Moist. Depressing.
I still wish I could just let her know how beautiful and incredible she is. I think i've figured her out-- I think I understand...
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eee.
THanks for all your kind notes in the previous entry.
... my roommate and I had a really good talk last night. She was, unfortunately, sexually abused as a child, but she hasn't told very many people about it. In fact, she has only told me and one of our other roommates. Anyway, here is a snippet of the conversation that I felt was...
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THanks for all your kind notes in the previous entry.
... my roommate and I had a really good talk last night. She was, unfortunately, sexually abused as a child, but she hasn't told very many people about it. In fact, she has only told me and one of our other roommates. Anyway, here is a snippet of the conversation that I felt was...
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punkkitty:
I was molested 3 times as a child up to age 14, by 3 different people.. i dont know what its like here, but i tried to voice myself and get help but everything got pushed under the table.
People think it will go away if they ignore it, but it just gets worse.
People think it will go away if they ignore it, but it just gets worse.
blueeyedangel:
Great enrty. A while back I read someones entry about their friends experience being date raped and the indifference of hospital staff. I think if someone tells you they were raped and they are reaching for help like after it just occured then even just calling a helpline like 1-800 RAIN or something like that, which has been promoted by Tori Amos for example would be helpful and crucial so they dont just retreat and try and forget it happened and then leading to problems resurfacing down the road.
I cant help but think that being molested is bad enough but how terrible that it is your own family memeber. The issues involved seem complex as said gby your frined but even so she has told someone , even if not her parents and you just listening to her story and not "judging" her probably makes a big difference.
I also get so mad as hell as a male about the amount of violence and lots of it of sexual nature against women and children males commit. I guess I could blame the abusers or I could even blame their parents for abusing them or allowing them to be abused.
However your friend's approach to reach out to troubled young people is probably the more effective approach, and I have to believe it is healing for her.
peace
I cant help but think that being molested is bad enough but how terrible that it is your own family memeber. The issues involved seem complex as said gby your frined but even so she has told someone , even if not her parents and you just listening to her story and not "judging" her probably makes a big difference.
I also get so mad as hell as a male about the amount of violence and lots of it of sexual nature against women and children males commit. I guess I could blame the abusers or I could even blame their parents for abusing them or allowing them to be abused.
However your friend's approach to reach out to troubled young people is probably the more effective approach, and I have to believe it is healing for her.
peace
watching the tonys reminds me of how much I want to be a performer..
it's kind of depressing, thinking that I've given up on my dream all because I've never fit the mold of people who succeed...
I never really fit anywhere.
I'm definitely not a suicide girl.
I'm not skinny and beautiful like a lead actress
I'm not weird enough or fat enough to...
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it's kind of depressing, thinking that I've given up on my dream all because I've never fit the mold of people who succeed...
I never really fit anywhere.
I'm definitely not a suicide girl.
I'm not skinny and beautiful like a lead actress
I'm not weird enough or fat enough to...
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piercedvixen:
i think you are beautiful and perfect!! 
moongoat:
You can always start/think about/write your own one woman piece to go up at the schubert theater.
So due to the fact that it's finals week and I'm relatively insane at the moment, I decided it was time for a new pic.
In other news... I might audition for some movie tomorrow. I have no clue what it's about... I read an ad for the auditions in the paper and sent the guy my pic and although I have to miss most...
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In other news... I might audition for some movie tomorrow. I have no clue what it's about... I read an ad for the auditions in the paper and sent the guy my pic and although I have to miss most...
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moongoat:
Hello there.
runelateralus:
Good luck with your finals...they can be a pain in the ass.
Since sg didn't accept me, i'm thinking of applying to another site online... they are pretty much begging me to model for them, and I def fit their image more (ala... I'm not a twig and I don't have tattoos.. but that's okay over on that site.) Hmm. I'd rather be an SG model, but I know I never will make it here... and I...
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coyote1284:
I'll have to agree with Uncognitive, and gratz to you for putting the pic on here anyways.
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sethy:
Even if you are not the 'sg norm' your still very attractive, just have to remind you of that because, well, I can
i don't like the concept of meeting people when drunk, but sometimes coffee shop people are way too standoffish