so today was the big annual family hannukah party. It was alright. Not as painful as I expected it to be... my family actually decided they enjoyed my singing this year. Grandma suddenly thinks I could be on broadway and is encouraging me to audition in NY. Not that she knows anything about the theatre-- or that the majority of my family (knows anything)-- but,...
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toxicboy:
goodness
goodness 
lucky105:
Oh my God, you're so freakin hot!
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theinsomniac:
About theatre internships:
Talk to your school's faculty about "Artsearch." It's all you'll need. But keep it secret, keep it safe.
Talk to your school's faculty about "Artsearch." It's all you'll need. But keep it secret, keep it safe.
toxicboy:
People DO suck sometimes...but what can you do?
Today I...
-finished watching "the piano teacher."
-got my face waxed.
-watched "bowling for columbine."
And now, I will write...
America the Beautiful.
God shed his grace on thee--
and crown thy good,
with brotherhood
from sea to shining...
the sky is grey today.
if I could view the sea from here
I doubt it would be blue
America, what is beautiful?
Here there is...
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-finished watching "the piano teacher."
-got my face waxed.
-watched "bowling for columbine."
And now, I will write...
America the Beautiful.
God shed his grace on thee--
and crown thy good,
with brotherhood
from sea to shining...
the sky is grey today.
if I could view the sea from here
I doubt it would be blue
America, what is beautiful?
Here there is...
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tygertyger:
You got your face waxed?
I'll have to read the rest of that later before I comment on it, but thanks for your comment - it amused me.
Yikes, you're cute!
I'll have to read the rest of that later before I comment on it, but thanks for your comment - it amused me.
Yikes, you're cute!
honeysuckle17:
jameela and i met at a theatre school show...
she's doing well...I think she's in SF now visiting family. She finally got a job where she doesn't have to be on her feet all day, so she's pretty thankful.
I can see your hesitance about taking on the label of feminist. I usually do, but I always have to explain to people that my definition of feminism includes fighting against speciesism, racism, classism, and homophobia...
The word still carries a lot of baggage, however. I might drop it if they come up with a better one...
she's doing well...I think she's in SF now visiting family. She finally got a job where she doesn't have to be on her feet all day, so she's pretty thankful.
I can see your hesitance about taking on the label of feminist. I usually do, but I always have to explain to people that my definition of feminism includes fighting against speciesism, racism, classism, and homophobia...
The word still carries a lot of baggage, however. I might drop it if they come up with a better one...
oops.
Okay, so maybe those artsy fartsy foriegn films are a bit too weird for me. I didn't understand the one I watched last night- "the piano teacher." -- and the ending was just too vague... although some of the movie was.., interesting?
It's weird visiting friends from high school who you no longer have anything in common with. I mean, what do you talk about?...
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It's weird visiting friends from high school who you no longer have anything in common with. I mean, what do you talk about?...
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So I come home to a room filled with my old canvases...
this morning I begin to explore
I let my fingertips run over the brushstrokes
and I realize how much I miss art--
I was pretty good at it,
but had so much to learn.
I needed a break.
Maybe I'll go back?
I've got all next year...
and then, beyond?
hmm.
this morning I begin to explore
I let my fingertips run over the brushstrokes
and I realize how much I miss art--
I was pretty good at it,
but had so much to learn.
I needed a break.
Maybe I'll go back?
I've got all next year...
and then, beyond?
hmm.
It's 2:03am already?
...guess so, huh?
I just finished watching the first half of the Angels in America HBO movie(s) and I'm debating whether or not to stay up and watch the rest of the film tonight or attempt to sleep without finishing the thing. Of course, if I had actually done my homework during my first year in college- I would already know what...
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...guess so, huh?
I just finished watching the first half of the Angels in America HBO movie(s) and I'm debating whether or not to stay up and watch the rest of the film tonight or attempt to sleep without finishing the thing. Of course, if I had actually done my homework during my first year in college- I would already know what...
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blueeyedangel:
Well, I at least dont think you are ugly at all, I know my opinion doesnt account for much in the grand scheme... I am not any sort of trendsetter but ya know I am glad my tastes are not like the mainstream. I would hate to think that I agreed with mainstream America and thought that people like.. i dont know ... Paris Hilton is beautiful. She appears so ugly to me both physically and as a person. yuck.
I hope you can find peace with your body, and I am sorry about things not going so well personally. I will send good thoughts your way.
I hope you can find peace with your body, and I am sorry about things not going so well personally. I will send good thoughts your way.
the good thing about being home for the holiday break before most of my friends is that I get to stay home, spend too much money on rental videos and watch all those artsy fartsy foriegn films that look to be erotic and intelligent at the same time.
Break will go by quickly... I leave for colorado in about 8 days. And then I get...
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Break will go by quickly... I leave for colorado in about 8 days. And then I get...
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patience.
crazy. crazy. crazy.
spin down low quick
the world spins
I say stop now
where you going
so fast?
stay here
hold me close
say stop now
stay here
so I can wrap my arms around you
see your spine curve
your neck turn
I want to touch you
taste you-
ride the jet stream
up north
down south
want to
make you
scream...
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crazy. crazy. crazy.
spin down low quick
the world spins
I say stop now
where you going
so fast?
stay here
hold me close
say stop now
stay here
so I can wrap my arms around you
see your spine curve
your neck turn
I want to touch you
taste you-
ride the jet stream
up north
down south
want to
make you
scream...
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outlawtrick:
"It involves water, blindfolds and..." peanut butter?
honeysuckle17:
your rotating profile picture is pretty cool, womyn!!
i just heard that you used to go out with one of my friends....jameela!
small, small world....
nice to meet ya!
i just heard that you used to go out with one of my friends....jameela!
small, small world....
nice to meet ya!
Home sweet home
time to stay up all night
looking at the site
surfing round'
catching up on all the new pics
thinkin' bout life and all that jazz
how quick it's flyin by-
every moment is a summers day
long and bright, but gone before you know it-
There is so much on my mind
a thousand unanswered questions
I still dare to ask...
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time to stay up all night
looking at the site
surfing round'
catching up on all the new pics
thinkin' bout life and all that jazz
how quick it's flyin by-
every moment is a summers day
long and bright, but gone before you know it-
There is so much on my mind
a thousand unanswered questions
I still dare to ask...
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I think God is dead.
freeze frame. stop. wait. don't hate.
Give me a moment to explain my logic-
I see a world out there so beautiful and wild
and the human race spreads daily-
you've got the miracles of birth and death
and life itself-
I can't ignore the miraculous nature of thought-
but I wonder why people think God is still alive
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freeze frame. stop. wait. don't hate.
Give me a moment to explain my logic-
I see a world out there so beautiful and wild
and the human race spreads daily-
you've got the miracles of birth and death
and life itself-
I can't ignore the miraculous nature of thought-
but I wonder why people think God is still alive
See-...
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velvetgoldmine5:
Hazel, I think we were at the same Pride Parade (I was looking at your pics) Love your writing
Love your writing
jones1:
Hey! so funny that i didnt know it was you! thanks for the email dear and thanks for including me hows your break going? what show are you working on? Yeah i had really had enough of the theatre school and just felt like it was time to get my education.
I love the theatre..im just not sure if it sould be my career
Thanks again cutie! yeah SG is most certainly becoming one of my weaknesses..if checking it 4 times a day qualifies
hows your break going? what show are you working on? Yeah i had really had enough of the theatre school and just felt like it was time to get my education.
I love the theatre..im just not sure if it sould be my career
Thanks again cutie! yeah SG is most certainly becoming one of my weaknesses..if checking it 4 times a day qualifies
I can also see the mother thing. I used to only be attracted to women approximately twice my age, and that really made me suspicoius.
I've concluded that most people don't like pictures of themselves. It's good that you still take them, though. I always end up liking pictures of myself more a couple of months later.