god... what time is...?
mmm.... my eyes...
my eyes must be faulty or else
the light or...

yesterday i step up to the counter to bag a load of groceries and to review this is to witness a zoned out scene of flourescence and mauve...

that is that i am acting up mechanical the more curious and active set of eyes, arms, legs, hooked to a dull hum...

I am thinking:

of how i am not smiling, does the customer notice/care?

my sweet friend at the register dipping into some gloss people's read as the credit card machine whirs and investigates....

we're so smug here

"and you never smile"

and
i feel the curtain rise
or
i feel the curtain fall

and i look down at what exactly it is i am doing is holding a tomato
and what the tomato says i am doing is:


"you take things from HERE and put them in HERE"

and i agree and i burst out laughing and this tomato and i
i with the learning
the tomato with the lesson
we bond or something

i am believing steadily in my snap back to attention had the potential of attending anyone/thing
by chance it hit the tomato

at this i burst out laughing

oh oh the solid joy!