gizmo56

Ive been so frustrated about life lately. It seems that everything is a mess when everything is normal...i know that makes no sense right now but let me explain. So i feel like the whole world is moving really fast around me and this sucks because i dont have anything or anyone to fall back on. I have friends but there temporary and my stupid job is sucking me in, which also sounds dumb because i only work two days a week. I just cant make sense of it all and i just want to pack up and leave everything and everyone for a while. Then there is a problem with that because of my health. gggrrrrr The only thing i take solace in is that life could be a lot worse, im not poor, extermely sick, in war, etc. ok well thanks for reading this thoes of you who did, i want you to know that i understand this is something youd find in a high school LJ but i just needed to get it out there.