Still re-cooping from my stupid illness. =[ Thank you to everyone who commented. I can barely even walk around without feeling out of breath.. I still felt pretty sick yesterday and nauseated this morning as well.. =[ I fucking hate being sick. Seems to be the story of my life as of late.
Anyways, I finally made a stupid facebook and tweety thing because of...
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Wow last night was intense. I think I almost died. Actually I'm pretty sure that I was on the brink of death. Spots in my eyes on a gurney in Panama. Never thought that would have happened.. So screw E. Coli bacteria!
lol Damn spinach. I knew I shouldn't have eaten it.. But yeah I don't think I've ever been poked with so many needles...
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lol Damn spinach. I knew I shouldn't have eaten it.. But yeah I don't think I've ever been poked with so many needles...
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gnerval:
Yike! I'm glad you're still with us.
Meanwhile, I'll whistle a tune in honor of your forthcoming recovery.
Meanwhile, I'll whistle a tune in honor of your forthcoming recovery.
annika:
Thank you! I hope you enjoy it. 

majorboredom:
Peachy!
Well I've been here for a little over a week but I'm already homesick.. I love it here but I miss my dad and my dog the most. I'm slowly but surely trying to ween myself off of my meds. I don't understand it.. Everywhere I go there's still this hole in my heart. It's sad but I still miss him. I don't even know...
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billytheseal:
I somehow found it better to go through things without meds...feel somehow possesive over my feelings, and although they make me feel like crap and self-destructive most of the time, they're still mine..
Still miss my ex as well, well, my last 2 ex's really. Hate listening to "our" songs, even now.
Still, hoping time makes things better
Still miss my ex as well, well, my last 2 ex's really. Hate listening to "our" songs, even now.
Still, hoping time makes things better
billytheseal:
Thanks. Think you're awesome too, love reading your blogs

Hola! Estoy en Panama con mi mama. Por favor excusa mi espanol. Tengo que hablar solo en espanol porque no ingles aqui!
Entonces, soy aqui para dos o tres mesas. Es MUY bonita aqui y soy muy feliz. Entonces mi espanol es bueno, yo regreso para markar un blog real. haha Ojale que todos son buenos. Pictures soon!
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gnerval:
Feliz Navidad.
billytheseal:
check you out...speaking spanish and all
Things haven't been the greatest lately.. Like usual, I'll just attempt to stick it out until something that I actually care about comes along. Apathetic towards everything. Everyone. I just don't really see a point in caring most of the time. I just want to wake up and feel good. I just want to feel normal. I just want to care about something. Because I...
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gnerval:
I know what might cheer you up: tickles! Being tickled sometimes helps.
dissociate:
aww. dang babe. i hate to hear all of this. i know whats its like to be stuck in yesterday. sometimes its hard to completely get over things.
I havent been in touch with that group of people in awhile, so i cannot tell you how your buddy here is doing.
that being said, i am against girls dancing. that is just me. to each their own.
i have always thought of us as friends. there were never ulterior motives, we were just buddies.
and sometimes its good to know that you have those still.
i have never been burned by you, nor have i heard of you burning others, so that being said, you will always have a friend in me, here in Dallas, or wherever i may be.
hope to hear from you sometime.
I havent been in touch with that group of people in awhile, so i cannot tell you how your buddy here is doing.
that being said, i am against girls dancing. that is just me. to each their own.
i have always thought of us as friends. there were never ulterior motives, we were just buddies.

and sometimes its good to know that you have those still.
i have never been burned by you, nor have i heard of you burning others, so that being said, you will always have a friend in me, here in Dallas, or wherever i may be.
hope to hear from you sometime.
eerie4:
Understanding you'll never understand & still searching is the key...
Sick again. And waiting for my brother's car to get out of the shop.. again.
God I feel like my life is stuck on repeat. Please whatever fucking god there is please let me just get through these next few weeks.
Rearranged my room today and got rid of a bunch of boxes stacked up to the ceiling against one of the walls.. It actually...
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God I feel like my life is stuck on repeat. Please whatever fucking god there is please let me just get through these next few weeks.
Rearranged my room today and got rid of a bunch of boxes stacked up to the ceiling against one of the walls.. It actually...
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Today was awesome.
I went running.
I might be moving to Puerto Rico in a few months.
!!!!!
I went running.
I might be moving to Puerto Rico in a few months.

majorboredom:
how did you go from moving to Dallas to Puerto Rico?!
Moving back to Dtown in a couple of weeks. I'm thinking of puttin my nude ass on here when that happens b/c I'll finally be shooting with a photog that's fucking amazing. Plus I really need to be naked.. it's like a hobby of mine. I'm so excited to leave here it's not even funny. I can't wait to make some money and get out...
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gnerval:
Well wishes on your move! And I'm hopeful the change will do you well.
majorboredom:
Dallas welcomes your nude ass back!
Dallas welcomes your nude ass back!

and what the hell are yhose fruit????
and i still can't get into the facebook thing...what's the big attraction in it? That I can track down people I loathed in schoold, and see how well they're doing for themselves? just don't get it...