Ug. my body has been refusing me. i don't understand it.. i can't sleep. i can't eat. i'm always tired. my stomach hurts about 24/7.. i woke up in this weird cold sweat this morning. i feel so completely drained.. i hope i start feeling better soon. life has been.. uh. yeah. lifey. it's been so terrible at work lately.. it's really starting to bring...
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majorboredom:
Strip Club???
hmmm i imagine it's epiphany day.. good thing too b/c i was starting to wonder.. 
so where to start eh? well i guess i'll just start from the middle. seeing as how no one does that. who knows what the middle is anyway?
i'm never again going to assume that i'm anything other than what i am. i'm no fucking saint. i'm not innocent. i'm...
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so where to start eh? well i guess i'll just start from the middle. seeing as how no one does that. who knows what the middle is anyway?
i'm never again going to assume that i'm anything other than what i am. i'm no fucking saint. i'm not innocent. i'm...
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invasion so succexy.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm touch it.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm touch it.
majorboredom:
metric.
shanksystem:
hey yur back. thats cool. well ive been shitty. got cheated on, harassed by my management, and then fired today. all within the span of week. oh well, i onlyhave a week of meds left. looks like imay be fucked for life now.
Yey I'm back. Give me lovez.
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ftwkirby:
lovin in progress 
majorboredom:
thanx for askin' how i iz... i'm okay i guess. could be better, could be worse.
seems like things are finally working out for you. you really in Vegas?
seems like things are finally working out for you. you really in Vegas?
what are words? what are they really?
i just nod away. you slip that knife further into my back. i feel the blood dripping down my spine. Hm too bad for you. i love the pain.
keep telling me you won't fuck me and then stab me repeatedly. Hahahahahahahahahahhaahaaaaaaaaa i really find it funny. be my best friend to my face and then use me....
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i just nod away. you slip that knife further into my back. i feel the blood dripping down my spine. Hm too bad for you. i love the pain.
keep telling me you won't fuck me and then stab me repeatedly. Hahahahahahahahahahhaahaaaaaaaaa i really find it funny. be my best friend to my face and then use me....
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thisdistance:
i love the ramblings! keep em comin
n smile dear!
<3
n smile dear!
<3
antipunk:
hey come back soon!!! i <3 Me!!!
soooo i've been doing alright. i worked almost 55 hours this week alone. just kinda biding my time before i leave. i'm so fucking excited. i can't even explain to anyone. it's crazy. anyway. i actually cancelled my account here on sg for the time being, so i have till the end of feb. i'm going to get it turned back on, but i can't...
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billytheseal:
i might be the wrong person to ask if you should become a hopefull...... 
anyway, it's cool to see you're excited about the move, and i'll hope you'll be back on here soon. keep on chuggin.
lovez (urgh, i'm far too old to say stuff like that...)
anyway, it's cool to see you're excited about the move, and i'll hope you'll be back on here soon. keep on chuggin.
lovez (urgh, i'm far too old to say stuff like that...)
shanksystem:
well you know id love to see a set of yurs up here. cuz i agree, alot of the sets that "make it" all just look the same, gets pretty old after a while. plus you know yur like my favorite girl anyways. hehe. anyways. talk to ya later. me and colorado are waitin. hehe.
things don't always work out the way you want them to and that's how life is. it's a fact. subconciously i always knew this. but i refuse to let anything block my way when i want something. it's funny becuase i wanted two seperate things. and they were in two seperate places. either way i would have won something. it dosen't matter in life what...
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There is beauty in a breakdown.
There is something more than what people want you to be.
There is something worth fucking writing about now. I haven't written a real blog in quite some time.
I feel more real right now than I have in a long time and I'm not fucking scared to say it. Fuck everyone else and fuck making yourself a victim...
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There is something more than what people want you to be.
There is something worth fucking writing about now. I haven't written a real blog in quite some time.
I feel more real right now than I have in a long time and I'm not fucking scared to say it. Fuck everyone else and fuck making yourself a victim...
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priapos:
Even better.
shanksystem:
its good to see you so driven about something. i love it when perople can be strong like that and say fuck what other people think, im doin whats best for me. anyways, rock on with yur bad self. i hope to hear from ya soon 
I really hate being sober anymore.
I think it helps me not kill people everyday.
I got another job. I already want to kill myself. Unfortunately it has to be this way. $$$ = LYFE, DON'T YA KNOW?
I hate the way I feel today. Sometimes I wonder if I can handle anything. I hope I start feeling better.
But on a lighter note I...
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I think it helps me not kill people everyday.
I got another job. I already want to kill myself. Unfortunately it has to be this way. $$$ = LYFE, DON'T YA KNOW?
I hate the way I feel today. Sometimes I wonder if I can handle anything. I hope I start feeling better.
But on a lighter note I...
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majorboredom:
guess what... i got MSI tix, too! maybe i'll see ya there.
it's really difficult to be happy in this fucked up world and money is the reason why.
i'm the last person who should offer comfort... i can't remember a time when i didn't
think about dying on a daily basis... but i guess i should try...
When you've finally thrown up your hand
Poured your heart out, yet nothing stands
It seems our efforts are wasted
But yet it hasn't been in vain
Unfulfillment is killing you
Seems like no one shares the same view
We may have never met but
It might you who pulls me through
Stand up so I can see you
Shout out so I can hear you
Reach out so I can touch you
This is our emergency
Baby you don't have to be
A picture in a magazine
Sometimes you're to blind to see
Anything objectively
Just keep on doing your thing right now
Listen here take it from me
We're gonna do it differently
They'll follow when you start the lead
Strength in numbers is our key
Keep on doing your thing you do now
Don't forget that when you doubt
That anyone will care about
A thing you do and when you're lost
Someone else is always found
A thousand voices, are you listening?
The tiny spare that you create
It can inspire and duplicate
And soon it spreads from state to state
From Williamsburg to Silverlake
A thousand voices, are you listening?
This is our emergency
...hang in there kid.
it's really difficult to be happy in this fucked up world and money is the reason why.
i'm the last person who should offer comfort... i can't remember a time when i didn't
think about dying on a daily basis... but i guess i should try...
When you've finally thrown up your hand
Poured your heart out, yet nothing stands
It seems our efforts are wasted
But yet it hasn't been in vain
Unfulfillment is killing you
Seems like no one shares the same view
We may have never met but
It might you who pulls me through
Stand up so I can see you
Shout out so I can hear you
Reach out so I can touch you
This is our emergency
Baby you don't have to be
A picture in a magazine
Sometimes you're to blind to see
Anything objectively
Just keep on doing your thing right now
Listen here take it from me
We're gonna do it differently
They'll follow when you start the lead
Strength in numbers is our key
Keep on doing your thing you do now
Don't forget that when you doubt
That anyone will care about
A thing you do and when you're lost
Someone else is always found
A thousand voices, are you listening?
The tiny spare that you create
It can inspire and duplicate
And soon it spreads from state to state
From Williamsburg to Silverlake
A thousand voices, are you listening?
This is our emergency
...hang in there kid.
billytheseal:
being sober sucks. but it's far easier to keep drunk in my country. although, saying that, i find myself dreaming of death, either for myself or others a lot recently. you hang tough angel.
PEWN.
billytheseal:
yeah. i completely agree.