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D-TOWN, Texas.

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Tuesday Jul 21, 2009

Jul 21, 2009
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Well I've been here for a little over a week but I'm already homesick.. I love it here but I miss my dad and my dog the most. I'm slowly but surely trying to ween myself off of my meds. I don't understand it.. Everywhere I go there's still this hole in my heart. It's sad but I still miss him. I don't even know why. It's OVER. It's just hard to listen to certain songs.. They all remind me.. of us.

le sigh.

Maybe I'm just going through it from my meds I dunno..

billytheseal:
I somehow found it better to go through things without meds...feel somehow possesive over my feelings, and although they make me feel like crap and self-destructive most of the time, they're still mine..

Still miss my ex as well, well, my last 2 ex's really. Hate listening to "our" songs, even now.

Still, hoping time makes things better
Jul 21, 2009
billytheseal:
Thanks. Think you're awesome too, love reading your blogs smile
Jul 22, 2009

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