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sooooo i don't really know anymore.. i think i'm very sick. i went to the obgyn to do my yearly check up crap and they found weird stuff in my va jay jay so i had surgery about a week and a half ago to remove it because it was considered strange and they wanted to see what it was.. and the other day i got a call from my doctor telling me that the tests came back abnormal and they wanted me to come in "as soon as possible".. so i'm going back to the doctor on wed. morning to have part of my cervix removed.. and yeah. i've been feeling very sick lately. for the past month and a half or so. just weak and bleh. i didn't even go to work tonight because i feel terrible. i just hope there's nothing wrong.. well.. i mean i already know somethings wrong, but i hope it's not very bad.. i'm kinda worried though. i can't help it.

so i guess i'll find out on wed.

meh..

i miss my love. i wish he were here.