givememedicine

there is so much rage and malice in my heart. this is the moment where i no longer give a shit about pretty much anything. i can feel a black shroud over my eyes and it fuels me. sometimes i feel so much anger that i can't see straight.

fuck who you are and fuck what you think. i am something so much better and i'll prove this to everyone. sunshine is a past memory. i would rather feel this than sit in fear and loneliness. everyone else is disgusting and weak. it makes me physically sick. anymore i only care for one thing and it's not a fucking possession. it is my old friend that visited me in my dreams so long ago. when i was actually focused.

so i'll keep fueling my rage and pushing myself farther than my boundaries will allow. passing up everything that never mattered or can't catch up.