what are words? what are they really?
i just nod away. you slip that knife further into my back. i feel the blood dripping down my spine. Hm too bad for you. i love the pain.
keep telling me you won't fuck me and then stab me repeatedly. Hahahahahahahahahahhaahaaaaaaaaa i really find it funny. be my best friend to my face and then use me. i'm used to being used. it's not really a problem for me anymore. i think i came to the realization that it neverrrr end.s.
so fuck this cut throat city and fuck your so called friendships. fuck you for making me feel like shit. fuck you for being a PERFECT fucking couple right in front of me. fuck you for having what i wanted the most and had taken away from me.
it's all good. i'll be something for someone. and i'll fucking be appreciated by someone someday. because i'm a fucking AWESOME person and no one even knows it.
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i listened in yes i'm guilty of this you should know this. i'm moving past this giving notice.
coming around.
no body likes to but i really like to cry. no body likes me baby if i cry.
and then of course there's that..
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do i want people to misunderstand me? i donnnnnn't know.
if i had stars for eyes maybe people would notice me.
fUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKK malfunction. malfunction.
in a room full of people yet i hate all of them. pretend to care. hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i crack myself up.
haha my 'best friend' told me that i'm trapped in my own miseries. i love that. she told me i'm too dark. =]]]]] soooo sexy. you know you wanna dark little fucking dreary girl.
i think i enjoy being an enigma. NO ONE knows me. no one. it's interesting. and they all think they do. i can't wait to start new and then fucking show everyone who i aym. who are we anyway? i don't think anyone really ever knows themself. if i did i'd be fucking bored. fuck being normal and knowing why you do the things you do.
it's gonna be so amazing when i show everyone my hostile little face.
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sober ramblings from an infected mind.
i just nod away. you slip that knife further into my back. i feel the blood dripping down my spine. Hm too bad for you. i love the pain.
keep telling me you won't fuck me and then stab me repeatedly. Hahahahahahahahahahhaahaaaaaaaaa i really find it funny. be my best friend to my face and then use me. i'm used to being used. it's not really a problem for me anymore. i think i came to the realization that it neverrrr end.s.
so fuck this cut throat city and fuck your so called friendships. fuck you for making me feel like shit. fuck you for being a PERFECT fucking couple right in front of me. fuck you for having what i wanted the most and had taken away from me.
it's all good. i'll be something for someone. and i'll fucking be appreciated by someone someday. because i'm a fucking AWESOME person and no one even knows it.
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i listened in yes i'm guilty of this you should know this. i'm moving past this giving notice.coming around.
no body likes to but i really like to cry. no body likes me baby if i cry.
and then of course there's that..
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do i want people to misunderstand me? i donnnnnn't know.
if i had stars for eyes maybe people would notice me.
fUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKK malfunction. malfunction.
in a room full of people yet i hate all of them. pretend to care. hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i crack myself up.
haha my 'best friend' told me that i'm trapped in my own miseries. i love that. she told me i'm too dark. =]]]]] soooo sexy. you know you wanna dark little fucking dreary girl.
i think i enjoy being an enigma. NO ONE knows me. no one. it's interesting. and they all think they do. i can't wait to start new and then fucking show everyone who i aym. who are we anyway? i don't think anyone really ever knows themself. if i did i'd be fucking bored. fuck being normal and knowing why you do the things you do.
it's gonna be so amazing when i show everyone my hostile little face.
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sober ramblings from an infected mind.
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n smile dear!
<3