soooo i've been doing alright. i worked almost 55 hours this week alone. just kinda biding my time before i leave. i'm so fucking excited. i can't even explain to anyone. it's crazy. anyway. i actually cancelled my account here on sg for the time being, so i have till the end of feb. i'm going to get it turned back on, but i can't afford it right now b/c i'm about to move and all.. so whenever i get my shit going at my new place, i'll be back. XD
annnnnd i was kinda thinkin i'd become a hopeful.. but i dunno. what do you guys think. i'm not worried about showing my bewbs and all that shit, because i already know they're fantastic but it's just the fact that some of the girls on here now.. all look the FUCKING SAME. i don't wanna be a part of that too much. but it's like that's another reason that makes me wanna join so i can be like.. myself. and that's all that i am anyway. so anyway. yeah.. i just don't like how some of the girls on here look so prissy and yeah just.. clean for lack of a better word. there's a lot of girls on here though that are fucking amazing and just yeah. so genuine and natural.
i don't care what people think about me. i don't wear makeup. i don't dress cute. i don't give afuck usually. i'm almost torn. i dunno. lemme know what you guys think.
but yeah. as for everything else.. i've been doing okay. just trying to occupy my mind with other things. i've been drawing so much. getting my t-shirt designs ready for when i get to colorado. i've been living with my best friend jen for the past week b/c my mom kicked me out. changed the locks.. and turned my phone off for a while. PSYCHO. but we talked and got a lotta things figured out. still wasn't invited back home, but whatever. i hate living there anyway. not ALL b/c of my mom.. but mainly b/c of drama and bs with neighbors and shit like that.. not really into guns and killing people too much. i mean.. there are people i'd love to kill.. but ya know.. NOT pc. XD
soooo that's the dl my friends. gonna keep on chuggin and yes thank you to everyone who has taken the time to comment me and whatnot. it means a lot. i'm sorry that i don't relaly get back to every one and all that ness, but yeah. THANKS. =]
lovez.
annnnnd i was kinda thinkin i'd become a hopeful.. but i dunno. what do you guys think. i'm not worried about showing my bewbs and all that shit, because i already know they're fantastic but it's just the fact that some of the girls on here now.. all look the FUCKING SAME. i don't wanna be a part of that too much. but it's like that's another reason that makes me wanna join so i can be like.. myself. and that's all that i am anyway. so anyway. yeah.. i just don't like how some of the girls on here look so prissy and yeah just.. clean for lack of a better word. there's a lot of girls on here though that are fucking amazing and just yeah. so genuine and natural.
i don't care what people think about me. i don't wear makeup. i don't dress cute. i don't give afuck usually. i'm almost torn. i dunno. lemme know what you guys think.
but yeah. as for everything else.. i've been doing okay. just trying to occupy my mind with other things. i've been drawing so much. getting my t-shirt designs ready for when i get to colorado. i've been living with my best friend jen for the past week b/c my mom kicked me out. changed the locks.. and turned my phone off for a while. PSYCHO. but we talked and got a lotta things figured out. still wasn't invited back home, but whatever. i hate living there anyway. not ALL b/c of my mom.. but mainly b/c of drama and bs with neighbors and shit like that.. not really into guns and killing people too much. i mean.. there are people i'd love to kill.. but ya know.. NOT pc. XD
soooo that's the dl my friends. gonna keep on chuggin and yes thank you to everyone who has taken the time to comment me and whatnot. it means a lot. i'm sorry that i don't relaly get back to every one and all that ness, but yeah. THANKS. =]
lovez.
anyway, it's cool to see you're excited about the move, and i'll hope you'll be back on here soon. keep on chuggin.
lovez (urgh, i'm far too old to say stuff like that...)