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EDIT: Nevermind. I'm feeling sorta better. I just bought a ticket to see DJ Shadow in Jan. and one to see NOFX in March. Anyone wanna join me? =]

I'm exhausted. It's like no matter how much sleep I get I'm always still so fucking tired. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of getting 4 days off of work a month. I'm tired of my car being a fucking asshole. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of school. I'm tired of my constant swings in moods. I'm tired of having panic attacks. I'm tired of feeling numb.

autonomous machete for hands
warden and judge hide behind masks
wet raindrop lull
small rationing
exhumed the rhetoric of
breaking the weak in single file
sanction this outbreak- a virus conspires
push becomes shove, days become months
and i seem to have forgotten the warmth of the sun

feeding frenzy, it's contagious
have trigger, will travel
single sparks are spectral fires

shackled the grapple and the sentinels found
binoculars watch cardboard towns
strung up in webs the net was flung
over the auditorium
slave trade the weak, no call to arms
sanction this outbreak; a virus conspires
push becomes shove, days become months
and i seem to have forgotten the warmth of the sun