Sunday Oct 26, 2008

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Maybe it's something more than what I most want. Maybe it's laying just under my fingertips. Maybe it is my fingertips. Crackedandbitten. No more of this.. I must be free. Free my mind. Free my soul. Free myself from myself.

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Oh, how cliche.

revolutionary:
whats on your mind?
majorboredom:
"Reality" and "Free" should always be used with quotes.

Saturday Oct 25, 2008

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Eeeeee I saw a little fancy rat when I was walking my dog this morning. XD He was sooooo adorable. But I didn't wanna touch it.. I'd rather not get rabies today. But he sure was cute. =]

love
greatchance:

Baby Ducks are "cute"... (when they're not pooping on everything!)

Rabies = Not so Cute. ,( especially for your pup, they can't just get a bunch of
Shots after)

...you could get a pet snake...





revolutionary:
fancy eh.. I wonder why.

No critters on my street that ive seen though

Wednesday Oct 22, 2008

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Open the curtain.. and let in some sky.
It's almost half past two AM, and you can tell by the light.
Open your window.. and let in the atmosphere.
Let it breakthrough.

blush
majorboredom:
the curtain is my eyelid... the sky is the world.
at 2am it is clear my insomnia is working overtime!
yunna:
thank you! biggrin

Saturday Oct 11, 2008

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Feet scraping gently on the floor. I feel different than before.

I never comprehend life. I just don't understand what it is I should be doing. Or feeling. Or acting like.

Sometimes I just want to leave. Cause maybe it's not meant for me? None of this? Maybe it's further out there. Deeper into the ocean of chaos that leads us all.
springwarmcold:
thats a great image.

don't leave. just push forward. its all anyone can do.
/random.
majorboredom:
come on, kid! you hold all the power.
what's there to worry about? you got the world by the balls...
now you just need tell the world to do your bidding!

Monday Oct 06, 2008

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So I need a new look. I've come to this conclusion. I'm sick of not doing things that I want to do about my appearance for the fear of not adhering to conformity.. and other reasons. Fuck that. I want pink and purple hair with extensions. I want my cheeks pierced. But I think I could just go for a vert labret. Dunno.. In like...
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Saturday Oct 04, 2008

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Well.. I don't really know where to start.

So I won't. I will just say that realizations of the truth come frequently to me.. None of which have ever topped yesterday's. So I suppose I'll just leave it at that..

Cause I guess I should feel accomplished? I'm not really sure if I feel that way. Maybe later. Maybe after I'm done getting a little...
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revolutionary:
you okay cutie?
majorboredom:
Well... most people start at the beginning. (unless you're George Lucas)

The truth can be astounding at times. Most people don't spend too much time in reality. Here i am right now sitting in this room, typing this respnse to you rather than going outside and interacting with a "real" person. But i don't think people really want to know the truth.

All i can say, knowing absolutely nothing of what you speak, is that you should feel a sense of accomplishment if that which you have accomplished makes you feel proud.

Friday Sep 19, 2008

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Finally ready to get some work done and done, son.

There's been a murrrda, bitch I make a killin.

Woot. Went to a lingerie show at the Rio this week and my agent, Kyle bought me all sorts of goodies. XD My personal favorites are my new posture collar, my fuzzy pink wrist cuffs, "Lez-Be-Friends" shirt, "Treat me like the bitch I am" shirt, and...
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yowlinyeti:
remember to breathe when you suspend!! hehe. im learnign about breathing techniques in my one class (i dropped the ones i hated!!! yay!)

and the bangles! haha that sounds like fun. tongue

and i still have no idea what to be for halloween.
kimzwithahizeart:
I wish I was going to be doing some traveling soon. Lucky.

Monday Sep 15, 2008

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Well.. I'm finally back. From my balls to the wall journey. I saw my dad and realized what a fucking amazing person he is. I am so thankful for everything that I do have.. and how much (parts) of my family mean to me. It really blows my mind. Like.. thinks that people will never understand but myself. I tried to explain it to my...
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yunna:
i'm sorry about your cat frown
I used to live in orange county, but now im in henderson, what part of vegas are u from?
majorboredom:
redonkulous... i like that.

Monday Sep 08, 2008

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It's a constant battle: life. I wouldn't have it any other way. Sometimes i make myself completely limp and lifeless to feel the breeze blowing through me. it is me. it's the only thing that is me. i make myself so complicated and complex, when really i'm just an entity. and the wind blows me around in a spiral. dirt devil. fills me. why does...
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majorboredom:
i totally connect with that first part.
...being blown around, displaced.
wanting to be seen if just for a moment.

"i don't know if i'll ever really know who i am because
i can't stop changing enough to figure it out." wow!

i guess i can relate to most of it. ignite.

Wednesday Sep 03, 2008

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Destruction by definition. In the past. The puzzle pieces fall so slowly.. or quickly. Depending on how you see fit. I climb the stairwell. Curving with it's infinite design. Taking two steps at a time. Awakening with the sun and greeting its great majesty. Shivering, but warm. Smiling in its everknowing glory. Waiting patiently for the moon. Full and supple. Reign your power over me....
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majorboredom:
your mind is very crafty.
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