givememedicine

It was and bummer. They were great fights, but no one that I wanted to win, won. So I would have been disappointed in actually attending.

Yeah, I would pay that much, but it would have to be worth it.

who?

i think i know how you feel. i look back at myself, thinking i use to have so much fire...a lust for life perhaps. i use to ravish every second i had, make a joke, have respect for no-one and nothing, keep everyone smiling, eat, drink and be merry...

now, i look back, and see me giving up bits of myself. don't say something to make it easier, stop doing that because it's easier. stop being you, because people don't act like that in the real world....

i miss the old me. but hay ho. .

love your long and thought provoking blogs

good to hear about school. what you studying?

merry christmas

Perhaps you need religion?

thanx for the great advice! i'm ceral
i'd change but i don't know what or how to change...

way to go being smoke-free!
that's a total deal breaker for me... smoking that is.

where is "far away of here..." ?

Thank you. I hope it was enlightening. I know everyone wonders about these sort of places.

aaww! lol

Relaxation and forgetting all the troubles of the world is very calming and needed to keep sane in my world. its a damned good thing to just not care and unwind or decompress for awhile. its needed.

i guess working out will do that to a person. i wouldn't really know anything about that because i don't do that. i would luv to be all ripped and stuff but that takes discipline. i'd much rather chill...

i hope things are going your way.

stir up all the trouble you can. only way to get through things.

pics are always interesting as well

hahaha god that lady is dumb. i guess she never knew that rainbows arent made of chemicals. lol

happy to hear that things are going well at least.

Yeah? What's going on?

i wouldn't recognize opportunity if it had a name tag...

I got a pic OF you, but I didn't get one WITH you. ooops

why thank you m'dear