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Venting..

Ug. Today has sucked some major balls. For realz. Woke up.. on my day off from school. And then realized that I needed to be at school anyway.. to print a woodcut for the student show.. so I practically ran out the door.. Awesome. Went straight to work after that till 8. Now I'm dead.

I fucking hate my family. With every bone in...
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antipunk:
sounds pretty shitty, a good bottle of rum should fix that... kidding?
billytheseal:
shit. your family sounds almost as bad as mine. still, at least yours have reached multi-celled organism, mine are still at the radioactive mud stage.

take care angel
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On the way home from school today I witnessed a really bad *almost* accident on 635 involving a little zippy car and a huge ass 18 wheeler.. it could have been really bad. This dude was cutting people off hardcore for no apparent reason and managed to cut me off while I was exiting, and I saw him do the same to the 18 wheeler....
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antipunk:
Apology accepted. kiss

I figured I should read your blogs since you read mine =)
dee_is_for_duh:
i just use drawing pencils (HB, 2B, and ebony for shading and 2H for little details) and prismacolors. i keep trying to get away from that and do different mediums, but that's really all that works for me in order to get things to look the way i want. smile
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Been drawing a LOT lately. Hopefully I'll be able to put up some of the pictures of my stuffz sometime soon. =/ I'm really bad about that. biggrin

Feeling particularly better as of late.. However, I think I'm getting sick. =[ I've had a headache all day and the shivers. I dunno. I hope not though.. I hate being sick. frown

HOPEFULLY getting the line work done...
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daveyay:
yo new friend how are you?
daveyay:
it goes good, i mell like coffee and ramen noodels (i work at starbucks and spilt ramen noodels on my pants :-)
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I've been thinking a lot. After going off the deep end multiple times this week.. I do believe I need something more. I just want something. To know I'm real. I don't think I'll ever find it though. At least not right now. It's like I'm having so many different thoughts and my head is leaking. It's leaking out everywhere. And I just stare off...
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wisdomtooth:
Conch Shell Chestpiece? Sounds like it could be sweet. And yeah vinyl is awesome such an addiction though. My name is Zack.
priapos:
You'll find it, and stillness of mind will help you enjoy it.
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I was wondering today, what it would feel like to voluntarily jump off of a building. I think I would pick an overcast day. Some time in Spring. How ironic.. the season of renewal and birth. One where if you closed your eyes, you'd still feel sunlight and the wind would blow against your face. It's so difficult to imagine that feeling. How you're finally,...
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priapos:
Hola, Tex! Without epiphanies, I'd get so bored. People often wonder at the directions my mind takes, but I won't stop taking those radical left turns for them, or their little gnome either. wink
kittyvalentine:
I think that trying to understand and comprehend death is quite normal. I know I think about it a lot. Helps to keep things in perspective, at times. I don't think I fear it anymore, more I have a 'morbid' curiousity about what lies beyond... xx
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I actually took a nap today. I woke up to the sounds of sirens in the street and it scared the fuck out of me. I didn't know where I was or how I got there.

I've been having a lot of strange dreams lately. Like mostly about having children. Usually I'm about nine months pregnant and then I have the baby, and I have...
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antipunk:
Maybe you fear you will have to give something up that you love & have devoted alot of time into?
Photography?
antipunk:
Everyone must travel through nihilism if they desire the freedom to think without hindrance. Once the journey has been accomplished it becomes obviously clear that many of "your thoughts" were never your own.
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OOokkay. Time for a new blog I suppose. Things are.. eh. Don't have much money. At all. I think my car's about to drop dead. And I've kinda been procrastinating more than normal. But whatev. It's all good.

Trying to make some new friends.. not really working however. If anyone on here ever wants to meet.. by all means, shoot me a message or something....
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guason:
I wish good luck in your proyects
antipunk:
Word, I'll model for free. I'm a narcissist and a set of photos is fine with me.
Let me know whats up I live over in grapevine
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So I suppose I had to finally give into the Suicide Girl membership. After all these years of talking about getting one, and then circumstance getting the best of me.. and then I thought about it today and wrestled my mind into breaking down. I think I have the 12 dollars to spare. biggrin

I'm very excited about my new found amazingness. So I am ready...
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yowlinyeti:
how ya been?