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Okay so I had this crazy epiphany..

I really like my life a lot. =]

And I'm taking one more trip to Costa Rica on Friday but I'm just going to a town right over the border at Candella to see a friend for the weekend. This is going to be attempt #10(??) to quit smoking and this time it's going to work because there's...
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kadium:
I'm one of those people smokers hate. Not the kind who's gotten your asses kicked out of nearly every bar and restaurant in North America, but the kind who smoked and put them down and never even thought about it again.

I first noticed the Misfits avatar and followed it here. Now I'm just mesmerized by the new one.
morningstar55:
You are amazing! Thank you for the FR. I am honored. love
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Sometimes I just really loathe society.

I could go into detail but what's the point?
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majorboredom:
yeah... you said that a lot.

kadium:
Yep, put this avatar up the other day and then noticed someone else had one quite similar and decided to see what they're all about.
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wow I think I just found the only Monster in Panama. Then promptly added Smirnoff to it.

So here I am. Kinda drunk. Kinda strung out. What a fucking great combination?!?!? Anyyyyywayyyyys... Planning out my next attack.

I'm dying to be spontaneous. I'm dying to have a good fuck. And most of all I'm dying to hang out with Dawg. I miss that little fucker...
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kittyvalentine:
I'm not so sure about beautiful (though, I understand these things are entirely subjective!), but it does have a great energy about it.
billytheseal:
He he...I love random blogs where Smirnoff is involved.

Let us know what the spontaneous thing turns out to be. Been feeling like that myself x
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Bored bored bored.. I've been feeling pretty shitty already today.. =[ I'm feeling really nostalgic for my school back in Vegas.. I loved that school and then it was all taken away from me so quickly. I only finished one quarter and then had to leave. FML. I still can't get over it. I dunno why. Maybe someday I'll get to pick up where I...
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So my mom and I scoured the fucking earth today (well all of David) for a damn sewing machine that isn't HECHO EN CHINA.. Finally.. about 8 hours later in Bugava, found a Singer but it's still made in China.. go figure. But it least it isn't an Orient or a fucking Sankey. I'm much happier now. I swear to you I've never used such...
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seasan:
yay for pole dancing!
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Feeling pretty shitty in my back area.. Every bed that I seem to sleep on gives me extreme back aches and we've had company since I've been back from Costa Rica so I haven't been able to sleep in my own bed.. =[ FINALLY last night I got to sleep there and I actually slept through the night AND slept in longer than 7:00! lmao...
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majorboredom:


you're a really cool chick volunteering with the nanimals and all that!

and i expect a custom clothing piece for myself wink
erinya:
by us is different...some people put fire in the forests...that's sad..especially if they are the last ones...and if innoncent people lose his house...assholes..
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My cigarette expedition was a failure.. lol I went 8 days without and then when my mom and I got home from our Costa Rica trip, we got a pack of cigarettes because we were so stressed out from backpacking across Latin America.. I hate customs. That's really all I have to say about that. I kept trying to get my mom to just cross...
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billytheseal:
Thank you smile

Really liked your pictures too, the country looks really interesting.
gnerval:
Sometimes I think it would be easier to be angry, and sometimes I think I'm *too* understanding. I think I excused or ignored a lot of her behavior in the relationship because of her difficult past & present. But, as a former professor once remarked in some philosophy class I was taking, anger is really a form of fear, so when I feel angry I stop & ask myself what it is I'm afraid of.

Thanks for your comment & support. I don't know what's wrong with these people. Don't they realize how wonderful we are?

*lights cigarette*
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gnerval:
Cute!

Have a terrific trip.

[insert smiling thing]
billytheseal:
very cool tshirt

enjoy the trip x
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I've been feeling really awesome the past few days! =] It feels good to feel good! You guys have no idea how long I've been in this funk.. But now the light is here and I'm blinded by it! lmao

Yesterday I helped one of my friends, Brenda; clean her house from top to bottom because she has an EXTREMELY sick husband. He smokes like...
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di_xia:
kiss
billytheseal:
thanks angel smile

am thinking as long as they do, we'll be ok
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Still re-cooping from my stupid illness. =[ Thank you to everyone who commented. I can barely even walk around without feeling out of breath.. I still felt pretty sick yesterday and nauseated this morning as well.. =[ I fucking hate being sick. Seems to be the story of my life as of late.

Anyways, I finally made a stupid facebook and tweety thing because of...
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billytheseal:
glad you're feeling better now.

and what the hell are yhose fruit????

and i still can't get into the facebook thing...what's the big attraction in it? That I can track down people I loathed in schoold, and see how well they're doing for themselves? just don't get it... frown
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Wow last night was intense. I think I almost died. Actually I'm pretty sure that I was on the brink of death. Spots in my eyes on a gurney in Panama. Never thought that would have happened.. So screw E. Coli bacteria!

lol Damn spinach. I knew I shouldn't have eaten it.. But yeah I don't think I've ever been poked with so many needles...
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gnerval:
Yike! I'm glad you're still with us.

Meanwhile, I'll whistle a tune in honor of your forthcoming recovery.
annika:
Thank you! I hope you enjoy it. smile
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majorboredom:
Peachy!