some days i like to sleep in, smoke some rollies, eat pea soup, listen to Tricky and not do my homework or workout. since i've been doing that for a week now, maybe i should get out and take care of some things. i just can't seem to get on my bike and go, but i should really go downtown and have some fun. it's just really wierd when the person you used to have fun with is all of a sudden gone. i feel like it's too early to be having fun yet - god that's the epitome of dependency......hooray. 