So I had a first today... Well technically it was yesterday, but lets not split hairs now shall we?
I did my first professional nude photo-shoot. It was more of a money thing than anything else cause I really could use some quick cash right now. The pay is good, but I dunno, it kind of took longer than I really would have liked and there were some awkward moments. I guess I'm just not used to someone else shooting me.
I'm also kind of nervous about where the pictures are gonna be used, like with doing my pics here on SG, really, it's only people on SG that are members of the SB group that are able to see them. With these pics, they are getting sent out to various websites and magazines, mostly gay oriented. Well all of 'em actually. I guess what I'm getting at here is that I'm a bit concerned that these pictures might come back to haunt me later on in life, like prevent me from getting any legitimate work. I really don't want to become a "gay porn" model, especially cause I am a strait man. I just need to make sure that this doesn't become a regular gig for me.
Went to the SGOC brunch, it was fun. I was kinda shy at first, but the people there made me feel at welcome there and it totally became a good experience. I hope to get to know these people more.
Jamie and I went to this party last night and she wound up getting plowed, so I took care of her. I felt really bad for her cause she had seen this picture of her ex and it had really got to her, all I could do was hold her and tell her to just let it out, and that it was okay. Even though I haven't been in a relationship like that, I do know what it's like to love someone, to the point where it hurts. All she needs it time, and she can count on me being there for her as support. As I said before, I don't want to replace him, I just want to make sure that she's happy. She defiantly deserves it.
I'm getting excited for school to start and this new job at the library as well. It will be nice to not have to come home all beat and grimy at the end of the day. I'm also excited about getting back in the saddle with school. It's gonna be a blast.
Well I better wrap this up cause the girly girl is waitin' for me, and you know that's it's a bad idea to keep a girl waiting
End Girthmission.....*kissht*
I did my first professional nude photo-shoot. It was more of a money thing than anything else cause I really could use some quick cash right now. The pay is good, but I dunno, it kind of took longer than I really would have liked and there were some awkward moments. I guess I'm just not used to someone else shooting me.
I'm also kind of nervous about where the pictures are gonna be used, like with doing my pics here on SG, really, it's only people on SG that are members of the SB group that are able to see them. With these pics, they are getting sent out to various websites and magazines, mostly gay oriented. Well all of 'em actually. I guess what I'm getting at here is that I'm a bit concerned that these pictures might come back to haunt me later on in life, like prevent me from getting any legitimate work. I really don't want to become a "gay porn" model, especially cause I am a strait man. I just need to make sure that this doesn't become a regular gig for me.
Went to the SGOC brunch, it was fun. I was kinda shy at first, but the people there made me feel at welcome there and it totally became a good experience. I hope to get to know these people more.
Jamie and I went to this party last night and she wound up getting plowed, so I took care of her. I felt really bad for her cause she had seen this picture of her ex and it had really got to her, all I could do was hold her and tell her to just let it out, and that it was okay. Even though I haven't been in a relationship like that, I do know what it's like to love someone, to the point where it hurts. All she needs it time, and she can count on me being there for her as support. As I said before, I don't want to replace him, I just want to make sure that she's happy. She defiantly deserves it.
I'm getting excited for school to start and this new job at the library as well. It will be nice to not have to come home all beat and grimy at the end of the day. I'm also excited about getting back in the saddle with school. It's gonna be a blast.
Well I better wrap this up cause the girly girl is waitin' for me, and you know that's it's a bad idea to keep a girl waiting
End Girthmission.....*kissht*
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there isn't too much dough for guys in the straight genre....
and boy, those gay boys would love you!
I already told you what I think about anyone in the future bringing this up. You'll be fine *nuzzle*
Hope today goes well.