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"I get by with a little help from my friends."
-The Beatles

Thank you guys for all the kind words. I really appreciate it, seriously.

It's good to know when you fall, your friends will be there to pick you right back up.

It's good for the soul. Like a warm blanket feels when you're sick in bed.

I've been in a very introspective mood lately.

Over the past couple of years, there has been a lot of negativity in my life. Although I may take it in stride most times, it does eventually get to me occasionally. There are definitely many positive aspects in my life as well. I love and cherish those with the depths of my being.

In short, I take the good with the bad the best that I can.

But sometimes I lose sight of that. I've been angry for a long time. Not at anyone in particular, just life in general. I was living a very unstable existence and I let it affect me negatively sometimes. I've made some bad decisions, and I've been bullheaded at times. And to think, the last person I wanted to turn it to was my father.

I know I haven't been very good about keeping up on everyone's journals but that's gonna change. I wanna change around a few of the things in my life. Get more organized, more stable.

I've got about two and a half months in this place left, so I'm making June 1st my deadline. By June 1st, I'm going to have enough saved up for a new place and a new job to support it. I'm gonna start putting money away again, and put more hours in at my current job. I'm done with this leap froggin' shit.

I'm not just doing this for me either. I have a friend moving down from Montana at the end of August. He's gonna be moving in with me and he's gonna try and put his newly earned film degree to work. I'm planning on giving him a better introduction to Los Angeles than I did.

If I learned one thing during my tenure in this town, it's that good friends are important to have here.

It's always good to know someone's got your back.

I love you guys.