girlysound

Great news and bad news.

Good news IM GOING TO BOSTON FOR GRAD SCHOOL!!!!!
im so fucking excited, I have been freaking out and can't wait! I made it!

Bad News, I feel so frazzled. Last night my friends boyfriend screamed at me that he was going to kick my boyfriend (who he has never met) and brother's ass and beat the shit out of my car with a bat. He called me a "fucking rich bitch" and "crying bitch". He just got out of jail and before he went in we had an incident. I don't want to go into it now but let's just say he has said some horrible sexual things to me that I couldn't believe along with a slew of other thngs. , one of which was putting me in a army hold on a bar top (and then got pissed that i freaked out) He kept screaming at me and then grabbed my arms and head butted me (who the fuck does that). I went to the police station but chickend out and didnt press charges, instead I just filed a report. I don't know what to do. Im scared. He hates me. My best friend and boy want me to have him put in jail by pressing charges. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.

EDIT: Fuck this guy. I glanced at this post and realized how much space he took up vs. my happy news. I'm not letting him take away from how damn excited I am for getting into the grad school I have dreamed of going to. So I'm allowing myself a happy freak out. (If anyone would have seen the dance I did when I found out they would still be laughing). I worked hard to get here and I'm still going, damn this guy for getting in my head and letting me doubt myself.
I'm going to Boston!!!!!!